I hope I owned my stats paper. Cos' I'm confident of passing it. So much for intensive mugging (much) lolzzz.
I'm very complacent for my MicroEcons as I've taken it before but I shall resist this complacency. Tomorrow is the paper!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
I'm gonna wake up later in the morning, pwn my stats paper (cos' I think I got it) and then, return my book to the library @ PSB and chiong my damn ass home to study for my econs paper on wednesday.
Yes, life, it's pleasant isn't it?
Sunday, August 29, 2010
After like many attempts to fly my kite, I got it up and going and on par with some of the others that were flying earlier than me. We were aiming for the highest kite flyer there till someone cut my kite and it went crashing down nosediving causing the rod in it to break. Sad much, really. That spoilt my fun, but I'd be getting a new rod for my old kite.
And I've already decided on getting a new kite! Yeah. Bigger, better with LED and longer line k. Hahaha. Time for lanterns soon also. LOLzz.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Its official. I feel like chopping my hair off to shoulder length..
But doing it and letting me do it is a different thing.. I'm pretty sure he'd be laughing at my short short hair :(
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I want my own life, I want to move out. I want a job. But I can't do shit, not when I'm still studying. Worst still, year 1. This is da shit.
I need to achieve my moving out plans by 26, but I will miss my parents so badly x(
Sunday, August 22, 2010
SO SAD MY ASOS ISN'T HERE EVEN AFTER 2 WEEKS :(
AND LIKE THEY PROMISED SHIPPING BY 20 AUGUST.
HERES TO HOPING ITS DELAYED SHIPMENT AND NOT LOST IN TRANSIT :(
$250 WORTH OF CLOTHES :'(
& SOME OF IT ISN'T EVEN MINE.
This post is dedicated to you :)
For letting me know I'm able to achieve things, that I'm able to pick myself up and having the self confidence that I have now, & learning things through your eyes..
Setting goals and achieving them together, setting higher goals, and dreams, to be set with the future successful us.
Thank you for letting me know I'm on earth, not in dreamland where everything else is perfect.. and thank you for always encouraging me to further heights. Because I couldn't have done it without you, not with the older, weaker me. Because you are the reason for a stronger, more confident me.
No, nothing's really perfect in life, but you showed me imperfect never had to be perfect.
THOUGH! We always do quarrel at even the smallest things.. but you know at the end of the day, it wasn't anything to begin with right?
For that, you're my all & you're loved very very much!
Friday, August 20, 2010
FML is SO OVERRATED these days. Even the slightest thing qualifies for FML. Frankly speaking its soooooo annoyingggggg.
"MY STATS IS DA SHIT. FML!"
FK YOUR LIFE MAN LOL.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Cute ah my icons! Burberry, Chanel and Kate Spade. Though, somehow Chanel doesn't fit there. Cos' I can't afford a Chanel.. (At least for now. Muahahahaahhaa)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I don't know why people always assume the worst in me. So what if I look like I can't study for shit? I'm pretty sure I can beat your asses. I don't understand sia. When can I ever live up to being me. Fuck y'all man. Go fuck off somewhere.
I left, but I still hold on to precious memories of then. But I can't hold on, we've to move on. Seems like I was the only one holding on. I can't be what they are right now, I'm the present me. The one who cannot be like them even if I try. Its like a broken object, I'm the wrong shard that wishes to stick to the majority.
We're just so different.
how many people are actually for multiracial relationships?
or rather, how many people actually support friends that are in it?
why is it that if a chinese dates a caucasian, its fine but if a chinese dates an indian then its something more to talk about? weird isn't it. it all boils down to how racist we are.
how we view things from a community point of view rather than judging someone from their personalities. that's how we are, contradicting and hypocritical.
so much to say behind the scenes but sealed lips at scene of crime.
Monday, August 16, 2010
5AM in the morning. Omg I think my soul was somewhere else........
Finally changed my bedsheet and such just now :)
Looking forward to Willie's 21st party, hmm.
But I should treat that as a reward of studying so I must mug this whole week!
C'mon the willpower in me has to start work!
I need to get out of Singapore, like asap.
I've 4 papers in 2 weeks. C'mon Tizbe you can do this :D No remodules, once and I'm done!
Can't wait for upcoming cruise and the drive up to KL! :)
Sunday, August 15, 2010
You & Me = Perfect.
Spent our afternoon in Vivo City, had Carl's Jr, like after a year. It was good, it was fabbb. Window shopped, like literally. I'm broke. Broke to the bone of having $3 in my account. Met parents at Jurong Hilltop for dinner. Heavy heavy rain on the way. Was good, loved it. :)
Back to Vivo after dinner, missed fireworks by a few seconds :(
Off he went to St James, while I, home.
I bought a HUGE kite but I didn't get to fly it :(
You were the one I cherished.. till somehow, somewhere, something just went wrong. But it didn't seem so recent.. My growing up years.. even before I was a teen, my world was crumbling down. At least it felt like it was...
But I still love you, but everytime I want to forgive you, you do shit that isn't worthy of my forgiveness. But I don't hate you.. Why are you such a person?
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Okay so yesterday Cl, Wy and I stayed at Val's house till almost 6AM, talking and trying to contain our laughters. & we took pictures.
but that's besides my point. so I got home and didn't sleep till 840AM. Sleeping so peacefully till 10AM, SATISHVARAN had to call me!
Call me to wake me up from my deep slumber to sign up some shit so he won't get confinement! IRRITATING SHIZ!! I totally shouted on the phone cos' recently people just keep waking me up from my sleep!
NVM! Mom comes in talking on and on with her client in MY ROOM while ironing her shirt!
NVM! 1PM, neighbour starts drilling and hammering some shit into his damn wall till like 4PM. WTF I WANTED TO KILL HIM ALR.
ON TOP OF THAT. My house phone was ringing, I had constant sms-es.. Oh my god. Why can't y'all irritate me when I'm awake?
PLUS every time I woke up, I had different dreams! Even one I almost went into a dream in my dream (sorta like inception)
Another dream was I dreamt I had to face capital punishment, I HAD TO BE HANGED, I don't know for what crime, but I couldn't face the fact of dying. I needed $40k to be saved but my brother took the money for himself, so I had to face the gallows. Worst part was, even a day before I was going to be hanged, my dad ignored me! I don't know why, what a weird and scary dream :(
& then I had another dream but I forgot what it was. But none were good dreams :(
Well nonetheless I had to get up, get changed and left to T1 to meet my jyss clique. Dinner at NYDC courtesy of Valerie. :) Kbox after that, also courtesy of Valerie :)
Happy 21st birthday!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Mac Viva Glam Series.
I got the Cyndi Lauper one, which is the darker red while Dels got the Lady Gaga version, which is the pinky one.
Both colours are like, really nice. Hmm but although I'm loving the whole nude/pinky look I don't think I can pull it off unless I'm fairer???? But I like the deep red look. Although Mom says not to put on too much red! (NOT MY PIC. NOT MY FINGERS LOL)
Monday, August 09, 2010
I hope you liked the present I got you!
Although it was something small but I believe you needed it right?
I hope you liked the dinner at Yum Cha.
A little something different from what we always ate?
& I hope you had a great one!!
Friday, August 06, 2010
Thursday, August 05, 2010
i'm addicted to shinee's lucifer. blame it on my classmates. lol~
Why is Korean music so auto-tuned sounding? omg is it to compensate for their vocals? I don't see Yuya using autotune? Or any good singer for that matter. Hahahaha.
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
I'm too fking ass broke to afford something better for your 21st. SO SADDENING CAN? I don't know where the hell my allowance flew to. Oh wait, I need pay insurance & my credit card bill? Damn, damn damn damn sad. :(
& then the other day, we went to the airport and we went Gucci. at Terminal 3 Departure area, this coin pouch costs $330. ITS DAMN NICE LA. The leather smells heavenly but seriously I wouldn't pay $330 for that shite?
Dels bought this cosmetic case la, $250. Hats off. I wouldn't spend $250 at a go like that. It would break my heart. MY burberry wallet already broke my heart into a million pieces. Yeah and then we could've gotten staff discount of 25% but NOOOOOOO the woman don't wanna give us sia. Bitch please.
Anyways Coach has this similar design but the the zip extends around the Heart, which is much better than Gucci's design. & it was on Sale.. $70 after sale. Good price right? :)
This week is like the last week for school for Term 1. So happy can? I'm just looking forward to ending this week man. School has been quite draining on my part.
& today, I WAS FINALLY EARLY FOR ECONS LECTURE. Happy only? I was earlier than my lecturer. I reached school before 8AM? I usually reach at 9AM HAHAHA.
& of course, my class has been like, wow. conflict much? ohwell.
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
waiting for this week to be over :)
Sunday, August 01, 2010
We saw an old chindian couple. you said it'd be us in the future. The husband was holding Audi car keys, while the wife led the way :))))))
I want an Audi so badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.
Well, as usual we went to Vivo today. Hmm. Had very very late lunch. At like 5PM, food was terrible, at least mine was. Pretty sure he enjoyed his.. Please don't go to Japanese Gourmet Town. Waste of my money :(
There was an exhibition on soccer trophies. Its the original trophies from Barclays, Champions League etc. It was so cool~~~
Yes, followed by window shopping. I'm too broke to get anything this month. That sucks, like totally.
We stayed at Vivo till 11.30PM, like how we always used to. Before I had my own vehicle, I'd always meet you after work on Saturdays, have my Marche fix and stay till the escalators stopped working and we'd always end up running down the escalators and running for the last train and laughing like mad when we knew we made it in.
Well ever since we had the convenience of acar, we didn't stay out nor go to places and hang out. Ironic much? :)
I do miss those days though. For the first time in the longest period ever(like EVER), we went up to Vivo's skypark at about 9.30pm? Supposedly you said that there would be fireworks! :/
We waited till 10.30pm but still none. Haha. Miscalculation there?
We relived moments of how we used to spend so, so much time there :) We talked, and talked, more than we ever did since your BMT? I think so. It was nice. The weather was treating us well too.
I'm contented. It was a great Saturday. We were talking so much about the future. Afraid of what it holds but knowing we have goals in place.
All I know is, you're buying an Audi for me :)))))
I guess this is my longest post for this week? Well I am more relaxed now! 4 presentations down! 1 more week to go babyeeeee~
Pictures below was after presentation! I changed right after my presentation cos' my shirt was like :/
