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Monday, August 31, 2009

My room is so messy messy x 1000000000000000000000 with all the clothes and everything else. So frustrating.

Have to clean up this place before hectic school starts.. next Monday. What the hell. I dread the fact that holidays are zooming pass away!

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Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine


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Sunday, August 30, 2009


PEACE LOVE :D

Monday assignment at Primary School for Chesdale show and apparently I'm gonna have to take photos for the showww. $$$$$$$$







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Monday, August 24, 2009

If there ever was a higher being named God, why did he create people to make them suffer? Its important to have faith but can we instill some logic here? Things aren't gonna work out just cos' you have faith.

Things are supposed to be better than this. I know things will definitely lighten up after this stormy season. God is not gonna be a helping hand cos' we'll work for our own future, and a bright one at that.

You'll see.





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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Today, our family had lunch at Qian Hu, our usual seafood place :)
& turns out that there was an event about parrots! A competition too... Too bad we didn't bring Rambo..!

We spent about 30-45 minutes there just looking at all the birds cos' they're so beautiful and friendly! :)


On my shoulder :))))))



Afterwhich, we went to Bukit Panjang Plaza then to IMM. I finally got a new screen for the office cos' my screen is like literally dropping dead. Every morning I have to plug and unplug the screen from the CPU :/
Used for how many years already! I got a BenQ one, 18.5", yes, not needed for an office but it all comes in these sizes now -.- Although I really like the Samsung one.. which was $208, but it's so redundant -.-

Worst part is, stupid CPU is 256 RAM. So pathetic! I've been wanting to replace my previous CPU with this one now but I can't seem to find my old CPU in the office???

Anyway,

I popped by love's place to see him then we left for Jurong Point together for Pepper Lunch. Yum, pepper salmon rice :)))))))) Bought food for his sister then we bussed back.. We watched Man U VS Wigan together, supposedly its the first football match I watched, entirely. Love was so intense, going wild when they didn't score, and going wild when Rooney scored. So cute :)

Supposed to leave love's place at 1130 p.m. but Aaron, together with Chest & Bren were so nice to pick me up from Jurong? Hahahahaha! Left at about 12:15 a.m. or later then stopped by King Albert Park's Macs to chill. Its been ages since I last stopped by! 2am, it was raining so heavily we had to run back to the car & Aaron had to drive so slowly cos' it was raining tons.. But we got home safely :)

I didn't get to see my lovely today, hopefully he doesn't get confinement this week. :(
Problems after another, but I want to be there to help but you have to stop pushing me away :'(

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Saturday, August 22, 2009


What a boring Friday...... but what great weather.. yet it sucks to be home alone :(

I didn't go to work today, not much to do and everyone was out of office today... Love is not out from camp yet and it seems he will only book out on Saturday evening. SIGH! I'm so bored out of my brains!

1st week of holidays passed just like that. 2 weeks to go, but not looking forward to school.. There's so much to do when school starts again. zz.

All the best to those taking their exams :)

I'm addicted to this song at the moment,

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone


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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Tired, tired, tired.
Don't know why I've been feeling so tired these days.. Yet when I try to sleep I can't. wth.

Sigh. Why is Friday taking forever to come?

Dad, sister, Rambo and I were all in the office today :) Rambo was on a excursion today, hehe. Finally cleared my table.. Got rid of all the stupid files and boxes which were restraining my movements..

I need $$$. Must work more..

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

In the afternoon, I was just thinking, what's the price of friendship?

Well, I just came back from work, yes, at 4 a.m. & I wonder what's keeping me up. Sigh.

I didn't expect that I'd have so much work to do, and printing took up most of my time. I had to multi-task between transferring pay and printing, sigh.

I tried to make the 7 p.m. deadline which I promised Mom & I was hoping I could rush home then meet Sinling and Mel but I failed, terribly :/

7 p.m, our supposedly meeting time, was not met :( Instead, they came to my office around that time and helped me with work :(((((((

Felt so bad! Yet I could not speed up the work cos' printing took super slow.

A breakdown on what I had to print,

11 pages - 250 sets,
14 pages - 250 sets.

With the help of Mel's timing, est. time per page is 8 seconds. So it would take approximately 13 hours to print, exclusive of stapling & inserting to files......... :/

Really really tried to leave at 9 p.m. or so for dinner but couldn't make it in time so we ordered Canadian Pizza :D

Shared pizza amongst us and Mom too :) Mom soon left for Equinox Hotel to oversee setting up then left us in the office and Dels dropped by to help.

Tried to finish up, by 12mn, SL & Mel left :), 1:30 a.m, Dad & Mom came back.. So by 3 a.m, 220 sets were ready, then we went to Equinox hotel to send it off.

Dad, Mom & I went to the Equinox's 69th floor to put the stuff & and view is amazing. I wish I had the money to dine there. Its fantastic!

Mom says love should save $100, me save $100 and we can have dinner there, haha. Not happening..

Yes, I have to sleep now.

& friendship is priceless, but not worthless... Its about sincerity :))))))

A big thank you to SL & Mel for helping out :D

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Saturday, August 15, 2009

I'm in love & I'm broke~~

So bored on a weekend night! But I had a great time with love today! As always! :)

Woke up early today to get ready then trained down to Dhoby to meet him! Ate at our usual Japanese Restaurant. (his hot favourite -.-) Yes, both of us are really really broke so only had our set meals, no extra! sigh. Insurance is really killing!

Mom always tells me that my insurance is too high and she wants to cancel it! Omg. But I'm thinking, isn't insuring your future a good thing to do? & I'm using my money to pay! Sigh! Can't wait for cash back!!

Yes, about today, we also caught the movie "Where got ghost?", although I REALLY wanted to watch UP..............................

Well, in my opinion, "Where got ghost?" is living on all the hype jazzed up by everyone, since its a local movie.. Its not as good as what I thought it would be but still had the usual laughter and all..

Bussed down to Raffles City to window shop(since we were so broke).. really wanted to get a bag cos' Mom has promised to buy me one for working! HEHEHE.

But of course, we didn't buy anything so we took a train to Tampines, bought food to my place, watched TV and had dinner together :)

P-E-R-F-E-C-T!




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Friday, August 14, 2009

I must work 8 hours, 10 days to earn $600+!!

& now I got new assignment? Help Mervyn at primary schools(I think) for Chesdale show? Oh my god.. But if it earns me money..... then.... yes yes yes.

I
Must
Work
Really.

REALLYYYYYY


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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Happy!

Mighty glad that exams are over for the first term :)

& I'm so glad I could answer all questions for the economics exam! really gotta thank my classmates for tutoring me! gosh gosh. didn't think I could go through this exam at all! hopefully it pulls up my term tests cos' I did so badly in it!

Since its the holidays, its back to work! went back to the office today to do the same ol' thing. Process payments! On top of that I had to sort the Airpork lucky draw forms! Didn't expect so many entries. Oh dear. I've been quite busy today..

Gonna have dental tomorrow. Sigh. One dental visit costs a coach skinny price. Why they can earn so much! ZZ.

I want a new bag! No money!

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009


I like her hairstyle......................................................

Hais.
Dragged myself out of bed and got my butt down at school before noon to meet friends to study econs. Actually felt inferior studying with James & Wei Li and sort of regretted sitting there at first but they really took the effort to go through all the units with me. Really grateful for that. Now I'm more familiarized with my graph drawing & I'm so happy! With much thanks to them!

Now I really have to memorize all the points I have to cos' exam is tomorrow. I know I can't make an A out of it but all I barely wish for is a C. I've never had expectations as low.. But its the first time I've felt dead down on a subject. Sigh sigh sigh. Well, it isn't because econs is hard, its just that, the more you're afraid to conquer it, the more overpowering it seems. But I'm sure there's no mountain we'll never conquer. :))))) *in regards to modules, lol.

So, I'm off to do my best and try to be school at 10am! Cross my fingers and hope!

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Saturday, August 08, 2009

Friday's english skills exam made me so tireds -.-
Luckily I'll never see neither subject papers again. zz.

Met up with SL after school then went to pick Mel up from camp. After which, we went down to love's camp to pick him up :)

He went back for a bath then met us at JP for dinner..
SL & I designed a cake for him at The Icing Room :) It looked like a girly cake instead.. hehe.
Dinner was at New York New York. Pasta = Fab.
Dinner was great. Especially when you're accompanied with great people :)
Everything was very impromptu, and I'm glad things fell into place.

Thanks SL and Mel for being there too :)

Decoration of the cake!
















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Thursday, August 06, 2009


sigh............

I couldn't study today.. I've been having a headache. Sigh, econs on wednesday, I need some motivation.

Some of my classmates said they'd retake Econs if they did badly... Well, in my case, I don't think I'll do good in any matter of time........ I'm just glad its all gonna be over next week :)

I've been watching Jerry Springers show all day, and boy is it exciting. Weird people on the show.. topics like incest, love triangles and more.. but all the audience wants to see them do is fight. -.-

& when girls fight, I don't know why they like to pull each other's hair.. Is it cos' girls don't know how to fight? Hahaha. I've been punched by a girl but if I were to retaliate, and if she were wearing something like a spag, I'd pull her shirt off with her bra first. HAHAHA!

speaking of hair, it seems my hair is longer now *raised eyebrows


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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

I dreamt Mom bought me a Honda Civic.. A White, Honda Civic.. dream car -.-
Now, if only this happens in reality.. goshhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Monday, August 03, 2009

Quantitative Skills exam is finally over :)
Me happy.

Luckily we could pick 5 questions out of 7 to answer. I skipped annuities and inventory.
I hope I never have to come across annuities again, its damn irritating and confusing please.
& my standard deviation, I divided wrongly. nevermind!

Felt very sicky after exam, cabbed back and developed a slight fever. ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.














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