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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I'm trapped at my own desk area in the office.
I need to pee and I'm hungry.
Ok, maybe not so drastic. But the fact is that I can't even move out of my own desk area cos' some fella stacked stuff in my exiting path.. and I REALLY need to pee now..
I'm craving for Toa Payoh hor fun.......... zzzzzz..

Fast forward to end of the month please! I can hardly wait for pay day!!
Tizbe wants a wallet.. .. or was it a dress online?
I can't decide.. Tizbe has money constraints! :((((

But on top of that, I'm very happy with myself! Cos' for once I completed a job I was so pissed off with! Hehe. With my tolerance level.. I hardly have the patience to follow it through. Yipee~
Now I'll just anticipate my pay check :D

I've enrolled in PSB Academy.. so I'm just gonna do my Dip. & I wonder if I've chosen the right path..

Oh I shan't think about it now..

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Work work work & work again..

I'm finally down to the last weekend of the month and am I mighty glad about it! No more running around the island and feeling tired! ROAR!

Last Thursday, Nestle held the sampling of the new Honey Stars cereal made of whole grain for their own employees, how apt.

They requested for Koko Krunch mascot to be there too.. how ironic, their own product, own mascot, at their own function. gasp.

Nvm, that wasn't the highlight of it all.

The highlight of it was being able to hold the sampling of the cereal at the Nike Office! Gosh, its damnnnn cool. Their own Nike store (wonder if they're able to buy stuff there though), posters of Ronaldo (love's fav, haha) && Rooney. K, love says its a Man U fan's dream to be there. Hahaha.

It was awesome! Staff had like awesome clothing! For some, they were dressed in Nike from top to toe! I love some of their shoes! Awesome Nike shoes I've never seen before can! Love was squealing from within the mascot when he saw people coming in with Man U jackets/shirts.. Hahaha. He was the most excited to be there :D



Back to doing the Milo Roadshow on Friday till Sunday.. Saturday evening, last location at Giant Vivo City! Waited for love to end work then trained down to Nic's place with his colleagues for his son's first month!

Hehe. Had dinner at his place then slept over cos' it was too late to go back! Had to wake up early the next morning cos' I had to report for work at Jurong Point! ROAR.

Had Macs breakfast with love love then met Mel for work.. Met love again for lunchie then he followed us all the way to Woodlands for our next location.. Thanks loveeee :D

Vista Point, which is in Woodlands is the worst... place... ever... sorry k residents but OMG, it was damnnnnn hotttttt and the human traffic ranked 2nd place to Jurong West, which ranks first and only had approx. 5 people redeeming prizes..

Damn. Finally 4.30pm, our in-charge let us leave early for dinner before next location at Causeway Point. We met Bettyyyyyyyyyyy for dinner! Heh. It was nice to see her!

Carried on with work then Dad came to pick me upppppppppppppppp. Monday and Tuesday, work as usual!

& I have not decided what to do from now...

:(

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009



A furry friend was in the office for this week... & its my colleague's dog! Its superrrrrrrrr cute I can't keep my eyes off him! Hehe and his name is Curly! Cute!

I didn't know about him cos' he didn't bark or whatsoever.. Until Mom asked what is that (referring to the cage) -.-

K, Mom isn't an animal person at all so forgive her. hahaha.

I got to have him on my desk for 5 mins or so and it started nibbling on the letters I was supposed to post! Naughty! & its only 2 months old :D

ITS DAMN CUTE & SMALL! & me wants a dog too! No its not impromptu, I've wanted one ever since young but darn, my Mom says no. Hmph!

Don't worry Rambo, I still love you most!! :D

Today, I took off cos' I've been working since Friday! Gosh and I had to haggle with Mom over it. Hurr.

Breakfast from Whampoa courtesy of Dad. Yum yum yummy~~~

Work tomorrow & dreaded work on Friday to Sunday AGAIN. JEEZ. K NVM, 6 more days.. ENDURE &&& anyone keen on seeing Joshua Ang? Geez. Not that I am lah but he's gonna be at Milo Roadshow. SIAN.



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Tuesday, April 14, 2009


:D

Still trying to comprehend why I had such short hair.........

So far, life's been really busy for me..
Friday came too soon and the weekend lasted too long.

I yearn for Mondays and not Fridays. I get Friday blues instead of Monday blues. *sigh*

Sunday morning, JP NTUC Hypermart, I loved my job there and then. Endless crowd, endless work :)
I'd rather be busy rather than lazing around, I'd get more tired that way..
On my way to JP, I was thinking how I was gonna get through the day.. But JP proved to be the best place to work for the roadshow!

First time I had people lining up to spin the lucky wheel & first time we were out of stock in prizes! Of course in the guidance of a good sales rep, Derrick :)

Things that perk people's day up is good people to work with, ain't it? Of course, the customers play a part too! There were many families shopping early & I can't resist the toddlers! They're like super cute and I realized that Melvin's a pedo! HAHA! *oops* :/

Don't wish to mention though, how our 2nd location's sales rep totally ruined a perfectly good day! Good riddance idiot, cos' I'll never see your stinkin' face anymore! Idiot idiot!

3rd stop ended with TPY Shop n Save which was superrrr boring cos' there were like super few customers!

After work(FINALLY), Mel and I got our hands on the much awaited turkish kebab wrapppp. It smelt damn damn good & it tasted damn damn good too!

Up up early today for lunch with parents then off to dental! :)
Got to office to clear some work then off to the airport for dinner!
I got was thinking of the sour and spicy ban mian in the office and Mom said we were going to the airport so I suggested eating at the Food Court. So coincidental :D

OK, off to sleep now! Work tomorrow!! :(

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Thursday, April 09, 2009



*CLASSIC FACE & why is my hair so short!!*

Watching Detroit Metal City just wasted approx. 2 hours of my life today :/
Its noisy.. noisy.. loud.. crude.. and quite meaningless?? gah!!
I'd rather be caught watching Bleach! *Kisuke kakoii!*
But but nvm, a consolation though! I watched Handsome Suit today and its nice! I like! :)


On another note,
I took off today supposedly to check out the new mall, Tampines 1 but I couldn't. But anyways, I'll treat it as a homestay today :) & how I missed staying home..

I got to play with my WII today.. got to listen to my itunes playlist on my mac.. it felt like such a long time ago since the last time.. But most of all, I got to stay home with Rambo.. I felt really sad returning home so late when I can only see him in the night.. & his screams really make me wanna sayang him cos' he's like crying to me :( I'm not crazy right? He's my warrior & he's awfully cute.. Recently he's been saying so much of "Rambo, naughty boy", haha, has he finally realized that? :D


Working life has made me realized that I'm growing up.. I don't wanna admit it but I am..
Did I do all I could/can to make my future worth waiting for?
I'm kinda lost at the moment.
Oh tizbe you've done it again.
Is this a repetition of the past?
Could I have done better instead of wishing I did?
Tons of questions are filled up in my head yet I can't find the answers..

*Because I yearn for the simple days before*
No, I'm not bidding goodbye to my fairy tale dreams of traveling the world at 50 and staying in a big house but I don't need a fortune to live my life, I want just enough to establish a good life for my family and my love.

"I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb"

Yes, I'm currently hooked onto The Climb by Miley Cyrus. No I'm not a fan of hers however, I kind of like Hannah Montana and yes there's a difference. :)





(insert LOL here)

Oh bring me back to the simpler days..


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Wednesday, April 08, 2009


I'm a happy girl today!
Cos I took half day off to stay home.. Its been so long since I've stayed home on an evening just slacking. I miss it! But it was for a valid reason, cos' I wasn't not feeling well.. Think it was cos' of last night's dinner at Swensens..

Life has been bloody busy and crazy for the past week.. Traveling around our little island is never easy without a car!

So far, the milo roadshows have been super crazy for both Mel and I and its taking a toll on us! One end to another. Aiye aiye & its gonna be going on for the whole of April! *gosh*


Friday's schedule, Pasir Ris to Serangoon to Tampines. Back and forth! Stupid schedule~
But one consolation is that on the job we meet some really cute kids and elderly that cheer us up and help us pass time. Its great :)

So my dear friends, come and visit me and help me pass 3 grueling hours! :) I'll give you some "awesome" milo prizes :D

Got to meet love on Monday after visiting NYP and RP to drop off my appeal letters. We were supposed to Carnivore together but thanks to him being late, we had lunch at Shin Kushiya instead. Yakitori yummy wummy.

Had a full manicure done cos' my nails were truly horrendous.. Thanks to my manicurist, I'm rid of the dried skin/cuticle :)

After which, we caught Departures together :)
Great show.. except for the fact I had an eccentric lady sitting next to me. She was repeating the japanese greetings and nodding her head during her show & a bunch of stupid teens making noise in the theatre. Hmphx.



I gotta be strong.. Just keep pushing on..

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Friday, April 03, 2009

tizbe oh tizbe..

while I may not that disappointed over a certain issue today, what totally ruined my day was the fact that Rambo flew away.

My heart dropped when I heard the news while working, yet I couldn't tear & had to put on some stupid fake smile.

Waiting for a call from Dad sucked cos it never came soon but I had to find it in me, the belief that Daddy would bring Rambo back to me. & gladly, less than half an hour, Dad found Rambo in an indian lady's house. Thankfully..

Work went pretty well today.. Hmm. I'm now a part-time office girl on mondays to thursdays and nestle milo "lucky-spin" assistant on fridays to sundays for the whole of april.
How come I've become such a workaholic? I wonder.
Yes, about work, there were some very very cute older citizens but what made me fear talking to them was our language barrier. My mandarin is lousy and neither can I communicate well in dialects :((

& not to mention the fact that Mel's stupid customer irritated me big time today. Yes I've been complaining but I just don't like him. Rude idiotic fella.

Chalet with love on wednesday and thursday :))) Happy 10th anniversary! Oh how time flies..
Oh yes, our chalet was a Sentosa for a change.. not much pictures except one.. cos' camera was on low power.. What luck.
Sentosa is a great place to hold a gathering! Its relaxing & close to nature! Just a little unaccessible.


Pigged out together! Lunch - hokkien mee, dinner - Carls Jr. on wednesday which meant a sleepless night for him cos' he was super bloated cos' he downed a large cup of coke! hahahaha. Thursday, Delifrance at Siloso Beach, Claypot rice at Palawan Beach after tanning and ban mian for dinnerrrrr, shared beancurd for dessert & popcorn during our night movie! :/ *what the hell*

Yes, about the movie, we watched Shinjuku Incident. It was a great show la but bloody gory can.. Started at 10pm or so and ended at midnight.. Full house! Hmm. Going back to chalet was pretty scary, was spooked out.. Cabbed back cos' our monorail/skytrain whatever to Sentosa was closed..

Had to sleep early since I had work at 9AM but thanks to lovely neighbors I had, they were screaming and laughing their lungs out in the wee hours of the morning. Haha, and expected of love, he went over & banged their door. Lol! Silence for like an hour or so and it started again. OMG OMG OMG. 4AM, and my alarm was set for 5.30AM. HAIZ.

Noisy nvm! They started playing "Chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop", the one that NEVER ends. Its a perfect nightmare for me. Haha. & again, love got up and literally banged their door to shut them up.. & silence........... but I still had to get up and get ready to leave. aiye.... tired..

weirdest thing that happened today was, during my bus ride to work from Pasir Ris, I had a nightmare about the scene where Daniel Wu got tortured in Shinjuku Incident.. How pleasant.. *Sigh*

Back to the office on Tuesday & I'm still not done with my paper work! Aiye. Mom keeps throwing her JD Premiums on my table for QC. Aiyo. As the event draws nearer, my desk is turning into a wreck..


I'm sorry, Daddy & Mommy. I guess I could have tried harder.. Much more than feeling disappointed with myself, I don't want my them to do too. :((

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