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Friday, October 30, 2009

I know people's mentality is this,

"Oh, it's a van/truck/lorry, he/she does not deserve to cut my lane! Imma speed up!"
right?

Well, just because we don't have luxury cars does not mean we're all not the same. Maybe we might not be on equal in terms of status but I believe everyone deserves some form of respect right?

The only reason why I'm bringing this up is because, I cannot stand it any longer! So FUCK YOU and your continental cars!

At 10pm just now, I went to pick my sister up from the road behind Continental Hotel and as usual, it was damn congested.

Congested as it may be, I still had to move out right? Nvm, all cars were in the yellow box. Stupid? As I inched forward, the taxi inched along, and wouldn't let me go, nor face me! Pissed off already, I inched after the taxi, but the BMW behind the taxi who was lagging, sped up to fill the gap, not allowing me to move at all!

NVM, I inched till I almost hit his side door already and in the car was a middle aged couple, probably in their 50s already. The passenger, or the wife looked at me as if I was wrong to do so? Fuck your husband first please. I had to fuck her verbally, hoping she'd understand and she gave me this "You're so low class" look and said, "Stupid".

I'd totally understand if I was in the wrong but if-you-are-a-rich-fuck woman, it wasn't! Totally ruined my mood! Obnoxious think-they-rule-the-world-people. I'll definitely remember this number plate, SGB1634X.

Just this afternoon, I was telling Daddy I was gonna earn money money and if lucky, strike lottery -.- , to buy an Audi. Even a 2nd hand Audi would be nice. & thus driving that, I wouldn't be looked down anymore! & Daddy said, Singapore is a sick country, because people are judged by their monetary value.

TRUE THAT.

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Can I have?

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Sorry :(

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Monday, October 26, 2009

Yay! Results are out :D Mighty glad! 2 As 1 B :D

After class today, clique and I went to Popeyes at SG Flyer for Lunch! ^^

We popped by Market Place at Raffles with the intention to buy stuff for our picnic! We bought bananas -.- , sushi and sausages, hehe!

It was a long walk to SG Flyer, with no help at all from the damned sun!

Chatted till like 3pm or so till we checked results and we're all happy! :) Chao-ed at around 4.30pm, Dad picked me up at around 530pm.

Met love after book out, dinner-ed and home! :)

** saving money month!

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Sunday, October 25, 2009



Jelly ♥!

Although I bought a box of 10, I only had 1! I've been busy busy busy busy busy with projects, I barely have time to stay home! :( & I so totally miss Rams cos' I don't get too see him all day.. hurrrr.

But I'm mighty glad that's ALL OVER now. Next week's gonna be the last week of classes! Yipee hooray! :D

Lunch with lovey at Vivo City this afternoon. Then headed down to office at about 7pm to scan my marketing project references, had to format my whole project and add in the photos, by that time it was almost 11pm. Sigh. Printed my project but there were so many mistakes and I realized I left out the content page and all. Sigh sigh sigh. So much problems printing and we were hitting 1 am already! So frustrated that I just had to leave and print from home. ZZZ.

Dinner with Love at Kitchener Road's curry rice. Yum :)







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Saturday, October 24, 2009

K, results are set to release on Monday at 8pm, but since Wednesday, they've been slowly releasing results, one subject a day.

Wednesday, was Quantitative Skills, similar to Stats and on Thursday, it was Econs (OMG RIGHT!)

So we were doing our project in the reading room and at about 5pm, James, itchy fingers went to check his results, and QS results were out! So all of us checked! Luckily we were happy with our results :D

On Thursday, group members & I went to United Square to do project. This time, at about 4:45pm, I checked Wei Li's results, and Econs results was out too!

Didn't really feel like checking my Econs results as I was afraid it'd be unsatisfactory..

But.. Luckily it was ok :D

I got A for QS and B for Econs! HEHEEEEEEEEEE. I was so sure I could have gotten a C or D for Econs cos' I failed both in-class tests! So heng! Have to thank James and Wei Li for giving me last minute guidance, and last minute was like one day before! Phew!

Happy :D

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Still waiting for my English Skills results to be out though!

I bought JELLYHEARTS! HEHE. LOOKS SO YUMMY. Though I have not tried one yet -.-



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Thursday, October 22, 2009

I'm a
disappointment ...

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I am going Canoeing & Cycling on Monday! Hopefully the plans go smoothly! :D

** The week is coming to an end!

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Everyday is PROJECT PROJECT & MORE PROJECTS!

I'm feeling soooooooooooo sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

No more project work after this week *finally!

Last 2 weeks of school then it's 3 weeks of study week, woo hoooooo!

OH YES! Monday is results day! Econs = BYEBYE!

**** I dreamt Daddy bought a Lexus sports car for me, that looked like a R8 cum Lotus. OMG! Before I could drive it, I woke up, and I continued playing Cafe World -.- at 5.30 am. -.-

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Thursday, October 15, 2009


I like this cheetah-PREENS cardigan! ** This is not leopard-preens.

I wonder what will go well with it? Definitely not khaki green!

** Meeting love (cross fingers) to Topshop's sale later! up to 50% off!

Daddy is back! :)

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Talking about the event I worked at lately, just can't understand men's mentality. The thought of it just irks me and makes me wonder.

Men are associated with 2 things, Women & Liquor.

So at a JD event, there are bound to be promoters, "pretty ones".

Sadly, they looked like S.L.U.T.S. to me. Except one, who wasn't so bad in character :)

Men, they come in and take pictures, & say "OOH It's hot in here", brain check please! Maybe it's because we were taking pictures outdoors? (True.)

& there was this man, probably early 50s, snapping so many shots at my booth.. With the promoters, with the bar girls(all filipinos). He kissed them, held their waists and all. Kept asking for repetitive shots &&& kept rushing us for the pictures! But when his wife came, he didn't even put his arm around her shoulder! WHAT A MAN! PUI.

Reason why I never like to attend these functions are cos':
Men, they look so desperate.
Girls, they portray themselves to be so low, and cheap.
Cigarettes. Sigh.

Well, returning to present time,

I've been so busy with project work... I barely have the time to work or stay home. Sigh. Luckily I can drive to school or I'd be so tired from traveling to and fro everyday!

OH YES.


I had an awesome dream last night. It's still so vivid now.

Dreamt that Love's boss, was away on holiday and lent his Audi R8/TT (It was a R8 first, then into a TT, don't know why) to Love to drive?

Love arrived in the R8, & I was damn excited and puzzled at the same time, but I got to drive it. Argh, gorgeous. In the same dream, Dad bought me a Mazda 3 -.- SIGH, when will the day ever come? *Movable egg please.

ANYHOOS, Daddy's gonna be back tomorrow!


* Don't worry love, I'll walk through this path with you :)

HUAT AH!

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I.HATE.MY.FRINGE.

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Love & I went to work at Bali Culture yesterday evening from 6 p.m. till 1 a.m. I was in charge of taking pictures, and him printing them for the guests. :) It was a Jack Daniel's Event, the Black Jack Event.

As usual, there'd be promoters to promote the drinks. So I had to take pictures of the girls and the customers. The distance between the backdrop and my camera/tripod was more or less a metre away. I was taking pictures happily till this "YAYA" promoter complained to me & said "Later you cut me off again".

I could not react to that statement cos' I didn't know my mistake. I was thinking so hard, did I cut off her face? That wouldn't be possible, it would be too obvious of a mistake.

So I looked back on the pictures, and what was cut off, was her damn ELBOW. Just the ELBOW JOINT. BECAUSE she's so "YAYA", wanna put her hand on her hip all. Damn, she was fugly. I wish I could have hurled some shit at her.

I wouldn't have been so unhappy if I was working for someone else, but I'm your boss's daughter, you "YAYA" of a woman. ZZZ.

Love really chugged down those cups of JD. I on the other hand, couldn't drink as I was driving.. Food wasn't that awesome either. Love stayed over after work & I was a walking zombie, I had so much trouble sleeping the night before! I kept smelling cigarette smoke, maybe cos' of the huge amount I had to tahan at the club. Sigh. Awful.

We had breakfast at Whampoa morning market. My fav :D YUM.

Dad is away in Sabah, missing Daddy! Hope Tuesday comes soon!











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I want to be rich, buy a big white car and house and show all those rich f*cks that they're not all that superior and think they're able to boss everyone around!

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Friday, October 09, 2009

Great, let's hear your plan while I keep mum about mine, again.

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I miss the smell of winter air.
I'm dying for a getaway...
Dad says we're going to Las Vegas for holiday, I hope that comes true.

& ... only 3 weeks of school left! WOOHOO!


** The other day my bumper hit this Vios's front bumper, leaving black marks on his Vios while reversing, it was dark K! Superstitious a bit, I bought the 4D for his car. I was telling Daddy about the incident and started talking about Gorgor's car number. We saw this BMW infront of us, 8899. To prove the "cheena" theory of buying car plates that meet with an accident, Daddy said, I'll bang this BMW infront, if I strike, I'll pay for his car, if I don't I won't. Hahahaha. So cute.

Well. In the end, my brother's car plate and that BMW's 8899 came out as starter prizes. Oh Daddy why didn't you bang the BMW? I could have bought the number :|

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Wednesday, October 07, 2009

What I expect and wish for

.... is just happiness and less disappointment..

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Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Very disappointed with myself.
Sigh. SORRY :(

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Sunday, October 04, 2009


Shop shop shopping online is easy and convenient but sadly I don't have cash so it's window shopping for the moment. Currently into floral designs... why uh -.-

SIGH. I didn't work much in October so I've got to step up on the working hours this month before I go into exam mode in November..

Speaking about exams, my 2nd marketing test is on Wednesday. Big sigh..................... Just had my accounting test on Friday, which I had 5 errors on MCQ, wtf. Hopefully I score well on my practical section..

Saturday, Love and I were working at Esso Mobile station. He was the mascot, I was the helper. It was fun, next time I wanna be the mascot! Hee hee.

We also went to collect chocolate samples from Bugis & Paragon. Honestly, people in Paragon are as stuck up as they look. DAMN I hate rich people! The carpark was full of luxury cars, damn, HATE. Even an Audi R8 was there, although that I like...

Dinner was at Little India, felt like eating thosai, yummy. We went to Mustafa cos' I wanted to buy the Adidas watch but didn't get it in the end... Money saved (for the moment) :D

Happy 16th anniversary! :))))))))))))

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Friday, October 02, 2009

Happened to pass by the whole stretch of NUS campus and dorm near NUH. And damn, while I was driving, alone, I looked at those kids/young adults and I thought, damn, I hate them. They think they're top of the world & they're better than anyone else. But maybe part of me was envious.. just maybe.

Looking back, when I was in IJ, I guess I was amongst a pack of smart ones. I stood out, for being very lazy, tardy, going with the flow and making trouble. But could I
have done better and be on par with all my ex-classmates in Uni now? Although I've never aspired to be in Uni.

It's been a long journey now, but I've met great people along the way. :) life isn't a bed of roses and everything happens for a reason. Maybe I had a different purpose in life. Maybe I do.

So take back the "if onlys" and look forward to the new beginnings :)

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