oh gee.
went to eastpoint at ard 2.30.
altered my skirt.
then had lunch.
met sherman.
took a mrt to bugis.
went to adidas.
not very big though.
though they claimed its the biggest in singapore?
hurrs.
afterwhich.
walked around.
took neoprints.
went to konikoniya, whatever.
bought a comic for val's birthday. SHHH.
we went to seiyu.
bought dels a converse bag.
walked around lahs.
then went to adidas again.
bought a nicenice shirt.
with ze logo.
and a sling bag.
SONICE!(((((((:
i like.
sherman bought the same bag as me.
then we took a mrt back to tampines.
took neoprints again.
then walked around.
went back around 8.
sherman took a mrt back.
we took 69.
which took very long to come?
zzzz.
when we got home.
daddy and mumsy were just going to work.
sobs.
they'll be coming back around 2am.
)):
alrights.
gonna get down to doing my homework soon!

booey.
well, school's fine today.
had math for two periods.
last day of bearing.
next week we're doing a new sub-topic.
hurrs.
we had science after math.
got 12/20 for the test.
)): sobness.
did corrections and stuff.
class wus fun cos mdm wong didnt teach.
many went to the school dentist too.
urg.
i wus nervous.
after science we had eoa.
which passed by fast.
hahahs.
boring crap la.
after eoa we had recess.
nothing much todays.
same all boring stuff.
we had mother tongue after recess.
dilly-dallied.
supp. to go to the comp lab.
but no-one wus there yet.
then we walked off.
went to class and hung around outside.
minutes later we went off.
wus walking rounds of the third floor.
hahs.
finally went to the computer lab.
val and i went to the dentist with alvin.
but i didnt have to go.
ZZZ.
went back to class and used the com la.
SO FUN.
cos we kept zooming in on pictures.
lols.
12.25!
classes finally over.
hung around awhile.
reached home before 1.
watching mtv nuw.
relatively boring.
im goddamn tired(:

(:

blahhhhhh.
i left at 6.50+ this morning.
hurrps.
and, i saw john?
well, he looked pissed.
)):
and he walked fast.
cos i purposely walked slowly.
((:
wl wus alr there when i reached.
so yahs.
we chatted again.
till 7.08
we went down.
then, we went to the noticeboard place.
our old meeting place.
val came.
left with her.
ah, johnjohn so cute la.
heeeees.
we just kept on chatting during reading period.
and gossiping.
lols.
we had science as the first period.
had the science test.
then wong wus talking to wl outside.
then i took my notes out?
and she saw!
ARSH.
so MALU.
then i gave a paiseh smile.
blahs.
after science we had mother tongue.
weeyeng all behind chatting and stuff.
val and i would be laughing.
and kenny's imitation of me wus rlly funny.
cos i think he exagerrated?
hahahas.
we had ting xie too.
after mothertongue wus eoa.
three whole lessons.
BLAH.
continued the freaking worksheet.
hurmps.
after eoa wus recess.
yesyes.
very bad luck i hit the backs of many people.
and a bench.
GOSH.
paiseh la.
HOW BAD CAN IT GET RIGHT.
zzz.
we went to the heritage corner.
they just set up.
for the drawings.
hahs.
our class had several drawings put up.
think the most among the rest.
but ours didnt win.
alvin's, yp's, weeyeng's, wl's and mine were up.
hahaha.
funny la.
but we couldnt hold a candle to those in art classes.
they won prizes.
so yup.
after recess, we had math.
did bearings.
then we had english.
boring stuff.
after school.
TO THE TOILET.
hahs.
we had phototaking.
i think my hair wus pretty wierd lehs?
-_-
well anyway, the informal wus rlly cool.
madness class ya.
after school immediately went home.
had lunch arouind 2.30.
daddy and dels came home.
slept awhile.
boring ((:

aiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
school wus relatively fun today.
YESYES.
i reached school minutes before 7 today.
no one wus in class yet.
i waited outside.
finally wl came.
around 7.
we chatted till 7.07.
we went to the parade sq.
it wus drizzling.
went to the hall.
after reading wus cpa.
boring.
we did some crossword thingy.
and urm, coreldraw.
then we had two periods of english.
continued the worksheet we did yesterday.
urmmm.
then we had recess.
OHYES.
i love recess.
cos i get to see almost everyone of the upper sec!
hahs, i love that.
after recess, cme.
did group work.
mdm wong wus pissed off, again.
dunt know why.
and i think she wus on the verge of crying.
cos almost our whole class wus blaming her for something.
and it really wasnt her fault.
so, yah.
we had math afterward.
we did chapter 8.
some bearings thingy.
quite complicated.
afterwhich, school wus over.
wl yp ch and cl left first.
val and i together.
at the first floor.
yes, just looking around.
more like at the sec 4s!
lols.
various sec 4 classes having phototaking.
super funny.
cos they were toot looking with their ties to their collars.
HAHS.
we caught up with wl yp cl and ch ltr on.
then we seperated agn.
val and i went to 7-11.
had some mash potato thingy.
eww-smelling?
lols.
waited for the doctors to open till around 2.10
saw the doc at 2.45+
had gastric flu.
yes, im excused for tmr.
((:
so after that, we took 291 to tm.
and we passed by john and his friend?
on the bus?
coincidental hur.
lols.
then also got val's --
-_-
we went to century sq first.
went to montip.
then to nokia.
had a long queue ahead of us.
we walked around awhile.
queue hadnt moved since?
blah.
we had to wait till 4.30+ la.
z.
went to tm.
walked around.
went to 77th street.
yes.
went home before 6.

oh hur.
i got up fairly early todays.
made some sausages for breakfast.
dels dady and me.
i wus rushing all the way
yuh-huh.
i brought the wrong shirt la.
the pe.
instead of dragon i brought centaur.
the ultra transparent shirt.
hahs.
oh well.
i reached school quite early.
around 6.50.
no one wus in class yet.
including that wl.
i wus waiting outside for her.
so anyways.
i walked around to look for her.
she came at 6.59.
hahs.
then we went to class.
ate my sausages there.
lols.
and we chatted.
about STUFF.
we left at 7.10
then saw val
then we went down around 7.12
we had science first period.
mdm wong rlly wasnt in a good mood i guess.
yesyes.
then we had eoa.
supp. to be english la.
dodo bird head changed the periods.
mmm.
den we had pe.
had to run some distance for a min.
then we did jumping jacks.
stretches.
and badminton!
hahs.
we played btr today.
hurs.
then we had recess.
which wasnt going well.
cos i wus pissed and stuff.
then we had mother tongue.
played cyndi cd on the playeer.
when tcher came we hurried to switch it off.
hahs.
we did zuo ye.
then tcher allowed us to listen to the cd!
lols.
after chinese wus english.
boring.
2 periods after,
qf wl and i went to the nearby shop.
bought some sweets.
strepsils.
lols.
then i almost fell.
like almost sprained my ankle.
which wus quite painful.
and the sec 4 behind wus like giggling.
grrrrrrrrrr.
then i acted like not paiseh.
like nthing happened.
lols.
wus fara's birthday.
didnt eat her cake.
at 2 we went for computer classes.
did some improvements to our website.
looks nice and all.
hahs.
am real tired.
AND HOT.
i need a bath. (:

ackk.
wasnt such a bad day and all.
just some eye strains?
get it whenever i use the fucking computer.
sheesh.
and yes, headaches.
blah.
my parents went to work before noon.
dels and i went down for lunch.
hmm.
bought lunch for gg.
then we came home.
around 2.
did some studying ya.
blah.
nothing much to blog.
having pe tmr.
coolness.
sadsad.
missyou((:

halo halo.
((:
wheeeeeeeee.
wus raining early.
hurrrm.
i followed parents for breakfast.
then i came home alr.
used the com and stuff.
went to the pasar malam at 2.33.
met wl at macs.
she wus with her bro.
made some keychain thingy.
for dels.
then walked around.
bought contacts for mums.
went to big bkshop.
mmmm.
then we walked around lohs.
alvina and her bro came soonafter.
bought lunch for dels.
then went home alr.
which wus around 20 mins ago.
yup.
(:

yoooooooooo.
its mum's birthday today.
ahhhaaas.
okok well anyways.
i got up at 6.20.
left the house at 6.45
hur.
daddy and dels didnt wait for me.
evil.
i walked to school myself lahs.
mm.
i saw johnjohn!
((:
so cute la.
then monkey wus infront of me.
-lols-
wl sure to get jealous.
i went up by central stairs to delay.
cos no one wus in class yet.
when i reached the class.
wl wus outside waiting for me alr.
both ains were inside.
nigel too.
then willie and renqin came.
studied some math.
then val came around 7.08
we went down at 7.10
after reading we had math.
we had the math test till 8.30.
not as hard as expected.
-whew.
hope i pass yah.
well well.
after math wus science.
stupid vcd again.
the song super funny.
and cute.
and the malay boys in class makes it sound specially good.
lols.
then we had eoa.
boring..
hmmm.
after eoa wus recess.
then we had two periods of mother tongue.
we did some zuo ye.
then read the ke ben.
then ... time for dismissal!
((:
but we had remedial.
decided not to go.
we left when  ms arnita came.
oh gosh.
wl cl and i went off.
yp and ch too.
many many people didnt go la.
less than 18 people turned up.
ch and cl went off first.
yp wl and i went back.
ended at 1.15.
met cl and ch outside sch.
wl cl ch and yp went to eat.
i went home.
hurr.
boring la.

ahhhh.
today wus an awfully exhausting and ohhh very very fun day!
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrm.
i saw wl in the morning.
and she said she wus waiting for me.
lols.
since 7.
and i said i wus just kidding in meeting her early la.
but im meeting her at 6.55 tmr.
lols.
well anyway.
we saw john john.
hahs.
mmmm.
after reading period wus science.
many people in class werent their normal selves today.
hurrr.
mmm.
we had chi after which.
had ting xie.
which i'll fail.
cos i didnt learn!
)):
then then we had eoa.
did some stupid worksheet la.
boring.
we had recess lor.
boring...
then we had math.
did some copying off the board.
and a mock test.
sat with wei lin.
at the first row la?
-_-
then we had english.
did a compo.
and val tore her whole mahjong paper out.
cos i wrote lots of perverty things.
lol.
and everybody blamed me?
it wasnt my fault la!
hur.
remedial wus cancelled!
hoorayyyy.
wl, sy, glo, val and i were together.
then we saw john?
and val ran after them.
we did too.
then when she reached the ground level.
john and his friends were laughing at her leg?
and pointing.
wl and i just kept laughing la.
she doesnt even know.
lols.ahhhh.
today wus an awfully exhausting and ohhh very very fun day!
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrm.
i saw wl in the morning.
and she said she wus waiting for me.
lols.
since 7.
and i said i wus just kidding in meeting her early la.
but im meeting her at 6.55 tmr.
lols.
well anyway.
we saw john john.
hahs.
mmmm.
after reading period wus science.
many people in class werent their normal selves today.
hurrr.
mmm.
we had chi after which.
had ting xie.
which i'll fail.
cos i didnt learn!
)):
then then we had eoa.
did some stupid worksheet la.
boring.
we had recess lor.
boring...
then we had math.
did some copying off the board.
and a mock test.
sat with wei lin.
at the first row la?
-_-
then we had english.
did a compo.
and val tore her whole mahjong paper out.
cos i wrote lots of perverty things.
lol.
and everybody blamed me?
it wasnt my fault la!
hur.
remedial wus cancelled!
hoorayyyy.
wl, sy, glo, val and i were together.
then we saw john?
and val ran after them.
we did too.
then when she reached the ground level.
john and his friends were laughing at her leg?
and pointing.
wl and i just kept laughing la.
she doesnt even know.
lols.
then then.
we went to the groc shop outside school.
whr we saw wl's aiai lo..
then we went back to sch again.
wl and i together.
then glo bought icecream.
val and sy together.
then we were waiting at the side of the bball court.
and all the sec fours were playing soccer.
then wl and i kept standing there.
i knew we had to walk quickly.
i pulled wl la.
then i said weilin kuai dian kuai dian.
then they kicked the soccerball in our direction?
then i said oh shit oh shit.
sure kenna.
and it hit wl's foot first!
then mine lor.
then they were shouting.
oie bu yao gen ta men na dian hua ah?
then i wus laughing.
meaning dunt want to take their number issit.
then i wus like..
errr.
then wl wus mad cos she saw her aiai again.
mmmm.
we walked back to school.
tlked to ash and shela.
then we walked to the foodcourt.
met sy, glo and val there.
tried the mash potato frm seven eleven.
not bad?
hur.
then sy went home.
went to the foodcourt.
had lunch.
then to the big bkshop.
bought some things.
then to the comic shop.
gloria went home.
went back to school.
saw john john.
so cute la so cute.
and i heard my face wus super red la.
and i shouted some things i shouldnt.
and wl wus rlly paiseh.
lols.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
aiyah.
our classroom wus locked.
then we walked to the front gate.
then cl wanted to meet us.
went back to the canteen again.
then we went to the pasar malam again.
walked around.
met cl.
made some keychain la.
wl cl and i had one.
wl went home.
we walked around.
went home soonafter.
tired.
am going to meet parents soon.
going for dinner!

it wus raining heavily in the morning.
but drizzling around 7.
met qf at 7.10.
which wus quite late alr.
we hurried to school.
went up to the hall.
had some racial harmony message la.
boring.
hah.
after reading we had english.
did some freaking essay.
on the laptop.
silva wus typing away.
which wus pretty lame.
cos he didnt even return our common test papers.
well anyway.
we had three lessons of cpa.
boring.
printed our work out.
then we had recess.
hmmm.
fairly boring too.
bought the book wrapper.
mmm.
after recess wus science.
nobody wus listening to wong.
alvin asari and the rest kept on playing.
lols.
wong herself wus laughing away?
well anyway.
we had math after.
did some trigo.
problems on trigo.
then we had pccg.
we decorated our tables.
with mahjong paper.
then can decorate with anything.
without vulgarities.
most left at 2.35
val gloria left at 3.05 plus.
qf and ch at 3.
it wus almost 3.45 then sy left.
and she slapped the door so loud la.
cos we were busy doing our things.
she herself wanted to stay la.
like as if we forced her to.
hurrr.
cl came back around 3.30
ch around 4.
then we kept on laughing and stuff.
cos cl wus singing come song.
which wus really funny.
and we recorded it down.
and took some pics with the cam phone.
lameless right.
but totally funny.
lols.
walked home with ch after we finished.
wl ch and yp went to the foodcourt.
yups.

ohyeee.
we had cpa today.
three whole lessons of it.
so funny!
lols.
they were playing with some speech thingy on the com.
you type whatever thingy.
then it will speak.
so funny la!!
willie kept on playing.
i think weeyeng wus playing with it first.
willie kept on typing farhan.
and it wus like farhannn farrrrrhannnn
lols.
so funny.
alvin also playing.
he's so lame la.
after cpa we had english.
we did corrections for the english compre.
val and alvin left at 10.05 for recess.
cos they had to change for the racial harmony thingy.
we had recess after two lessons of english.
which wus hot.
very hot.
disturbed val la.
hahhaha.
the costume wus quite damp.
cos she wus sweating.
hah.
we had cme after recess lo.
we went to the com lab at the fourth floor.
around 12 that stupid mr singh came to snatch our com lab lor?
so unfair right?
cos mdm wong booked lor.
he took the lab 4 but dunt know why he wanted lab 3.
which is damn selfish.
then mdm wong told us to occupy half the class.
then we took the chairs.
and mdm wong told us to put it back?
then we were shouting at her.
cos its like she expect us to stand and do our work issit.
then weeyeng told asari to on that speech thingy.
then it said ka ni na or fcuk or something.
lols.
then the singh guy came in and said our class wus ridiculous.
which is super stupid la.
cos its his fault what.
he didnt book and he wanted the lab.
in the end he left.
we left too.
it started raining heavily.
went back to class.
had math after that.
val and alvin left at 1.20
went home around 1.43 la.
went home myself.
obviously.
bahs.

well well.
rushed to school today.
bought my pe shirt.
centaur --
lols.
we had a period of science.
did a worksheet.
then we had english lesson.
boring.
had to do compre.
den mr tan to cover mr silva awhile.
and we were talking and making a whole lot of noise.
then he wus like, dunt make me angry ah, or i check all yur bags.
aiyoh.
lame right.
well anyways.
we had pe after that.
my pe shirt is super thin can.
i mean the cloth is super thin.
and quite transparent.
and i wus wearing a yellow ---?
and so obvious?
and i ran down to the parade sq.
ran one round of the school.
took my bottle.
then we went up to the hall.
played badminton.
played with val first.
then yy.
then with wl.
super funny la.
lols.
then we had recess.
bought water.
then some people came down alr.
then i quickly went up la.
den some people were coming down.
then they were like ...
then i stared at them and used my towel to cover.
lols.
funny.
then went to the toilet.
got changed and stuff.
then went to the canteen.
after recess wus mother tongue.
boring.
had to do xi zi.
afterwhich.
we had eoa.
mr gallistan - our vp.
came into our class.
for dunt know what la.
could see he wus bored to death.
bell rang and everyone wus cheering.
many boys were beating up weeyeng.
cos its his birthday.
then muhammad's action super funny la.
then we went down.
with wl and qf.
stupid willie kept on dissing me la.
super irritating.
then we went down.
john infront of us.
LOL.
after hanging around we went up.
to the com lab 1.
wus really really hot.
we started our lessons at 2.17pm.
we started using the macromedia dreamweaver?
chim.
shared with shela.
cos my com didnt have.
after installation we went back to our seats.
created our web.
boring.
hahs.
we ended our lesson around 4.
walked home.
blah.
tired la.
 
 
180704 --
well.
went out with my family for lunch around 3.
went to balestier for lunch.
we had nonya food.
afterwhich.
we went to mum's office.
went to sportslink warehouse.
bought some things.
then, we went to pohpoh's house.
picked pohpoh and gongong up.
then went to simei.
fetched ahyi, sherman lester and javier.
then we went to elias condo.
nothing much to do la.
only when auntie jane came.
we had pizza.
no bbq.
i didnt hav the pizza.
only dels and the rest.
lols.
sweechin wus like shy and all la.
she's so cute.
LOL.
pohpoh and gongong ahyi went home first.
daddy fetched them.
we had cake.
choc and strawberry shortcake.
mm.
gg made 3 rocketsw made up of sparklers.
the first one failed.
the second one flew up and landed not too long.
and the third one flew lke less than a metre long.
lol.
daddy came.
then we left.
we got goodie bags!
heees.
fetched sweechin home.
then sherman and the rest.
douglas came.
but still couldnt do anything about it.
anyways. super bored.

i woke up feeling alright.
then i thought about my fucking computer.
boy am i pissed.
my mom woke up.
and she just started calling del's name.
obviously she doesnt really like me.
well.
i went into her room.
she just ignored me.
fine.
obviously she didnt want to talk to me.
fine.
im used to this shit.
everyone just wants to ignore me and hate me isnt it.
fine.

well, am not in the best of mood now.
nevertheless, i'll blog now.
i came back close to three.
used the com awhile.
took a bath at 4.
left at 4.40.
took a cab to tampines mall.
met swee chin.
went into the circus.
its wus air-conditioned.
yes.
just as i thought i could relax.
dels and to step on my sandals.
yes, it fell all the way down.
and i had only one sandal left.
crap.
the performance wus funny la.
and ohso creative.
veryvery nice.
they had dog soccer?
horses too.
some magician shows too.
and swinging on some thingy.
with the net below?
superb.
gg came around 6.
bought this really really nice balloon.
with a teddy inside.
for 15 bucks.
gosh.
dunt know what made me waste that much of money.
anyway.
the show ended around 7.
then quickly went to tm.
bought a pair of sandals.
went to pizzahut.
lined up.
had dinner.
then dels and i left first.
cos gg and sc about to quarrel.
lols.
then we went to pretty in tokyo.
took some neoprints.
about 1?
yah.
then we went home.
took a cab home.
then the com guy came.
making me real pissed.
cos he took my com for two whole weeks.
when he came.
he said he couldn't do anything.
FUCKIT.
he could've returned it earlier?
if he couldnt do anything to it.
well anyway.
im fucking pissed.
will only upload pics after i get my com back.
have to go to jerome's party tomorrow.
gosh.
i hate hateeee. )):

well well, it wus raining early in the morning.
showers with very very loud thunders and lightning.
got up earlier than 6.
thanks to the weather.
went down around 6.40
met val.
then we walked to wl's house.
which is fairly far.
we then walked to bedok reservior.
in the heavy rain.
lols.
we reached the park just a few minutes before 7.30.
its where we saw.. john!
yayy ayyy.
((:
lols.
then he stood beside me.
and val wus like, he's so tall.
-smirk-
ok well anyways.
Lo... didnt come today.
wl wus quite sad la.
aww. )):
we assembled quickly and stuff.
then we sang the national song, pledge and school song.
lols.
quite funny la,
cos they sang awkwardly, and out of tune.
after the under 14 boys and girls ran.
its wus our turn.
OUR DEATH.
-gosh
the guys were merely strolling la.
they didnt run?
lol.
wl, val, gloria and yy were running awhile.
then we stopped.
yy gloria and val zoomed off alr.
leaving me and wl behind.
my ankle wus hurting.
cos theres a blister!
-sob
well, john ran infront of us.
and dissapeared. like the wind!
lols. xl and many many others too.
then we caught up with val.
wl and yp ran off.
then i wus with val.
we ran for abouut 40 mins plus.
for 4.8 km.
super tired and thirsty.
and when we got back?
WATER SOLD OUT.
that hit me.
zzz.
the medals and trophies were given out.
gloria got 6th for the under 17.
rq also.
we were dismissed at 10.30.
john and the rest ran off so quickly.
couldnt catch up with them )):
we walked to wl's house.
with gloria, yy, val and i.
yy went home first.
changed at wl's hse.
then we took 22 to tm.
met yy there.
took neoprints.
then we went to yoshinoya to have lunch.
went to watsons.
then we walked ard.
went to montip and stuff.
went to some comic shop.
bought something for gg.
then wl and i went to tm again.
saw martin.
and i kept making fun of wl.
for some particular reason.
damn funny la.
HAHAH.
and i kept talking about disgusting things.
cos dels said her friend said something about sticking the umbrella up the person's ass.
and i told wl.
and elaborated much on it.
where she got really disgusted la.
went to minitoons.
wl bought some L keychain.
well obviously right.
no J lor.
)):
went to levis.
went to op.
bought a pants.
then we met gloria yy and val.
took 291 myself.
just came home not too long ago.
am going to the moscow circus later on.
at 5!
hehhehs.

today wus super fun.
even though tired.
lol.
we had science first thing in the morning!
and it wus raining, very heavily.
had to write a letter to mdm wong.
like an agreement we wouldnt put our science bks under the table.
lolx.
but next week we can put alr!
cos she said we must cover the table.
lol.
we will put majong paper.
then design and wrap!
YAY.
then we had mother tongue.
rushed to learn my spelling.
gosh.
i hope i pass.
cos its counted in the ca.
lols.
then we had eoa.
had common test la.
fairly well la.
mmm.
then we had recess la.
mmm.
after recess wus math.
we didnt have lessons.
some teacher, looks like the jurassic park fatty.
lol.
funny.
and his action super funny la.
he thought its like his house.
he sat on the table.
and funny funny sitting actions la.
wus throwing paper aeroplanes at willie and alvin.
lol, then the tcher found out.
and kept staring at our grp.
johnny wus colouring his nails with my pens?
and he kept designing.
with the liquid paper.
and soon his nails were red, greenish and blacky.
lol.
we were talking about john's stuff la.
mmmm.
then we had english.
super boring.
but i had fun.
cos i wus disturbing valerie.
and we saw john.
john john john.
hurr.
finally the bell rang.
we were playing.
lols.
we went to the bookshop.
bought mahjong paper and wrapper.
then we went upstairs.
ya, and willie kept on playing and stuff.
kenny, weeyeng, nigel and the rest la.
lol.
2.15 plus.
silva came.
had remedial till 3.20
around that.
and he had to stop to tell people passing by our class to tuck in their shirts.
lol.
super funny.
cos they're like so stunned.
and the whole class was laughing.
lol.
went home with ch and qf.
just finished designing my file and completing my timetable.
about to start doing my math.
chao!

i regret the yesterdays.
i fear the present.
im worried about tomorrow.
i cant seem to keep my thoughts steadily.
i let them out.
thus, im trying to forget.
though its hard and ive tried numerous times.
im sure i will succeed.
yes, with determination comes success.
hope i'll be roaring with sucess.
well i guess its the end now.
((:

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

well, qf was absent today.
so i had to go to school myself.
z.
we did compre during english.
then we had cpa.
did powerpoint today.
not completed yet.
then we had recess.
i love recess.
LOL.
cos i can see everyone from upper sec!
-lame-
alright.
had to put on our ties today.
we had science right after recess.
there wasnt any teaching.
had to copy the answers.
ummm.
then we had math.
ms arnita didnt come.
and wunt be coming tomorrow too!
-jumps for joy-
HEES.
our relief came.
that sexless person.
lol.
wl and willie came over.
willie's mad la.
all that while wl and kept on laughing.
cos we were talking about crushes!
LOL.
then willie wus quite irritating.
MAYBE?
valerie too la.
cos i kept on mentioning her.
ren qin also kpo.
not long after alvin came over too.
lol.
cos we kept on talking about our crushes.
wl... she told me whu she likes!
but i cant tell whu.
cos i promised.
or she'll...
yah, we talked about crushes.
even those we never thought we mention about.
well, val found out i like JOHN.
LOL.
she thought i was joking.
duh, of course i was.
but she's like sort of interested in him.
she's always mentioning his name.
and we laugh at the thought of him.
and val just shouted YC's name so loudly.
--
i didnt know what emotion to show.
wl and i just laughed.
well, ive managed to get out whu val likes.
HAH.
at last i know whu she likes.
and wl too.
didnt expect they'd like them.
neither did they expect me to like the guys i do.
lol.
finally, math was over.
we had a great laugh.
went out of class quickly la.
had to go to assembly.
and we were deciding which way to go.
resulting in much shouting.
lol.
well,
we went by the usual way la.
saw JOHN.
LOL.
JON la.
not john.
HAHA.
yah, he's super nice.
lolz.
then we went to the hall.
saw val's -- on the way.
had some musical assembly.
on harmonicas.
and musical performance.
then val asked me, why i like .
lol.
so funny.
then i said he's shuai?
and she laughed.
lol.
and she kept on laughing for no reason.
so i asked her the same question.
and she said she doesnt know.
i said why she likes tan guys.
might as well like silva.
so much more tanner.
lol.
and she said jon wus cool looking.
lol.
and i said he's cold.
hahah.
so funny la.
after the performance had a briefing by mr yap and mr liow.
for the cross country run and the computer classes respectively.
dismissed at 2.50pm.
went down with wl.
cos wl wanted to go see --.
and i said lemon!
and she said, cheh i dunt care.
so bad la.
then we saw cs.
his hair so nice!
like renfu!
copycat!
lols.
wl saw ch then she ran off alr.
z.
val and i went out by the back gate.
saw her -- on the way.
lol.
anw, wus supposed to do the notice board today.
but too tired.
have to study for the upcoming eoa test tmr too.
sobs.
alright.
i'll go back to studying nuw.
(:

woke up early today.
had to get my contacts on.
HAHA.
=/
had to take fifteen minutes!
lol.
i wus late in meeting la.
ALMOST late for school.
luckily i wasnt..
hahs.
cpa wus boring la.
nth but com only.
sians.
then we had english.
which wus super boring too.
followed by recess.
which wus quite funny.
cos this -- wus doing a slam dunk.
which i ran past.
then -- and his friends and mine were laughing.
well, wl and i la.
then we had cme.
wasted period.
cos mdm wong dunt knw huw to teach.
lol.
nobody wants to listen at all.
we had maths after that.
which is boring.
yays.
arnita will be away for two days!
YAHHHHH.
super happy.
cos its so boring.
not that i dunt like her la.
lol.
-RING-
school's over!
hehs.
super nice feeling.
went home about 1.49pm.
with val, yy and glo.
some pple having bball and soccer games.
namely the sec FOURS.
HAH.
came home around 2.
just had lunch.
um, instant noodles?
nice la.
LOL.
daddy's home nuw.
am watching wan quan yu le.
hafta do homework later.
((:

got up like 6.09am.
-tired-
slept to 6.20.
tried getting my coloured lenses on.
CANT.
sob.
ironed my clothes at 6.33.
wus almost late today.
my hair looks funny.
lol.
well, just went to school la.
my friends say its funny?
and they laugh so loud.
some just giggling.
)):
sobness.
we had science first la.
then english.
had the common test today.
after which, we had pe.
WELL.
had to run one round of the school in four minutes la.
missed by a LIL.
lols.
then we did stretching.
40 jumping jacks.
yah.
had to go upstairs to the hall.
had to place the tables at the side and put the nets.
we did badminton today.
which i totally sucked.
cos i dunt know huw to serve!
i only know the tennis wan la.
)):
super tired.
we had recess after that.
had the gb sale thingy.
lols.
we had mother tongue afterwards.
boring la.
just kept on ranting rubbish.
lols.
we had eoa ltr.
we continued with our english diagnostic.
for a period.
then we cont with eoa.
anw.
we had some personality course la.
until 5 can!
aiyah.
we played in class la.
wus with val, gloria and qf.
together with wee yeng and nigel.
they all a little mad la.
wus laughing like mad the whole time.
especially at willie.
hahaha.
we started the course aroun 2.25pm.
funny la.
cos the boys kept on joking around.
it wus raining heavily.
wl, gloria, qf and i went to the canteen.
which we were not supp. to.
but whu cares.
lol.
bought some biscuit la.
didnt bring my wallet.
so wl paid for me.
i shared with val when i went up.
AND SHE SAID NEVER BUY FOR HER.
im not so bad la.
HEE.
later ran out with val again.
cos she wanted to eat lor.
we got dismissed at 4.45 plus.
val and gloria went to band.
for dunt knw wad la.
wl and yp left alr.
waited for val till 5.
went opp. together.
made my contact lenses.
had consultation and stuff.
super nice la.
lols.
monthly ones.
EXPENSIVE CAN.
HEEE.
went to the comic shop with val.
then went home alr.
just had maggi mee.
poor me la.
lol.
anw, waiting for delsy to come home.
hope she's given the presents to sam!
HEHHEH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM
loveydovey honey! happy birthday.
hope you like the present okays!
-smack-
=D



wus supp. to go out daddy for breakfast tgether with dels and mumsy.
but wus getting late alr.
daddy left around 10.55.
we left close to 11.20.
mmm.
we went to parkway parade.
went to jap restaurant for lunch.
not too bad la.
lol.
very salty.
hahs.
then we walked over to marine parade ntuc.
kiwi agains.
saw EDWIN.
lols.
del's fav.
and gary too.
lol, cute la.
i mean the kiwi.
hahs.
he wus disturbing mumsy.
mmm.
heard some bad news.
rushed over to siglap.
this stupid oldy woman.
fourtish i guess.
with three children.
saying that daddy's friend.
urm, doing the kiwi thingy.
peep at HER?
OMG.
her THAT TYPE OF SHIT FIGURE.
whu in his right mind would?
GOSH.
anw, its a long story la.
and she told my mom what if yur daughter wus inside?
i swear i would've shouted at her if i got her chance to la.
knn.
her sons also one kind la?
and the mother got some mental problem la.
problematic bitch.
i wish i could just shouted at her.
well, mumsy dels and i took a cab to heartland mall.
cos we had to start the kiwi over there.
gg had to cover.
amos and to go to the policestation la.
cos she wanted to press charges.
of people looking at her super AWFUL figure.
oldy.
LOL.
went to delifrance.
then we went to cold storage.
daddy wus there alr.
gg super cute la.
he kept on whacking the children.
and shouting at them.
lol.
super funny and cute.
later dragged mumsy to bata.
bought school shoes.
then mumsy went down alr.
went to some BRA SHOP.
lol.
then around 5 we left for home.
dels and i went to the barber's near our house.
went to seven eleven first.
bought some keychain.
super cute.
then we went to the barber's.
emmm.
we had to wait to around 7 la!
super long can.
cute my hair around shoulder length.
cut my fringe!
super china-ee.
SOB.
lol.
hope its not too bad.
bought coloured contact lenses.
since des wanted.
buy one get one free.
so i got the honey coloured.
dels took grey cos no blue.
theen we went to prime mart.
bought potato for mums.
had dinner around 9.
sweechin left.
heees.
5566 super cute la.
especially renfu!
lols.
super.
anyways. i gotta sleep.
hees.
goodnights.

hi ((:
lameness

well,
had to go to golden pines for cip today.
mmmm, helping the old folks!
heees.
woke up around 7.
took a bath.
ironed skirt.
went out.
wus late by five minutes in meeting qf.
so yah.
had to walk in by the front gate cos the back gate wus close.
we reached golden pines at 9.
we chose madam doris tan!
heee.
she's the one we had to take care of.
she's nice la.
grouped with yy, wl and val.
we helped to mop her floor.
thats all.
lol.
then she offered us drinks and food.
which we really didnt want.
cos paiseh la.
lols.
and she had a really cute hamster!
so fat and chubby.
hehehes.
we chatted with her for some time.
around twenty minutes?
she wus a samsui woman last time.
and she just kept on tearing while talking about her past.
i couldnt control too,
and i cried.
LOL.
but my tears didnt row down.
lol.
hmmmm.
she went to places like, taiwan, hollywood which is la. hongkong and places.
lucky.
and she worked in changi airport before.
hahaha.
she's super nice la.
but we left around 10.
cos she had an appoinment and stuff.
so we went elsewhere.
yah, heard the others weren't lucky.
they got really nasty guys.
i mean, folks.
hahahah.
we were dismissed around 11.20.
mmmm
then we took a bus to tm.
had lunch or rather, brunch at the foodcourt.
bought avril's cd.
then went to op.
bought boarding pants and a shirt.
lol, i think i'll look funny in pink?
-sob-
went to century sq.
val. yy and glo went to the optimitrist? grr, huw to spell?
lol.
den wl and i went to montip.
then to singtel.
yah, the samsung D410C is super nice la.
mmm, then we went to royal sporting.
then went to kenny's.
had a drink.
went to kalm's.
bought something for sam.
as her birthday is tmr!
heees.
then sy and cl came.
went to the comic shop together.
spent like at least 20 minutes there?!
lol.
bought smth for sweechin.
and dels.
bought ayumi, jay, renfu and jason thingys.
and some keychains.
super cute la.
played with some fortunetelling thingy.
cl and i got some thing that says.
love?
i think its like considering smth abt love.
lol.
saw andy there too.
hahaha.
he looks like duncan la!
lol.
anwww.
we went to best after that.
watched finding nemo?
hahahha.
den wl went ard with me.
val and gloria were watching harry potter.
den wl and i went ard the hi fis la.
lol.
and we kept on opening the disk tray.
cos its like super nice!
hahahha.
then we just kept on laughing and laughing.
we went ard watching shows.
lol.
there wus xmen. monsters inc. gladiator and some show.
watched terminator 2 also.
lol. for awhile only la.
then we left.
leaving only gloria, val wl and i.
went to kfc.
bought lunch for gg and dels.
then took 69 home.
super tired.
((:

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Caught up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All that they talk about
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought of you
And I thought we could be

[chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching at the phone
And making me feel we were done

[chorus X2]

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


avril - my happy ending.

eye pain.
hurrr.
my eye is hurting.
has been hurting since i woke up.
sobs.
well anyway.
daddy didnt fetch dels to school today.
so she left ard 6.45am.
or later.
mmm.
i wus about to leave for school ard 7.
den i saw dels.
she came up.
sobbing.
lols.
then i hurried la.
brought her downstairs to chase cabs.
lol.
after she got into the cab just walk into school la.
so near.
lol.
we went to the lab for math.
boring la.
eye super duper pain.
):
then we had science.
did the workbook today.
copying only la.
so boring.
teacher didnt teach at all.
then we had eoa.
which is followed by recess.
yah.
got assualted by many people today.
lols.
one girl hit my ass!
LOL.
yah, and andy hit me also la.
with his elbow.
cool.
and these bunch of -actionbadehs-
hit me and push me la.
wah lau.
stupid retards la.
idiotic fuckers.
after recess wus mother tongue.
boring la.
lols.
a fight almost broke out lo.
hahaha.
the teacher kept on scolding us.
saying ni zhe zhong ren you lao shi jiao hen xing yun le.
bu ya tiao ti.
and then i wus like.
what the fuck does she mean?
saying we're stupid or what?
no tcher want us?
and she said smth like no one wanted to teach our class.
she said,
ni men zhe zhong ban mei you ren yao jiao.
and she said if we complained she'd be god damn happy.
cos she didnt want to teach us.
and johnny just kept talking back.
super funny la.
and guess whu would be laughing away?
yes, valerie.
and that -spiderwoman. willie.
although he's a guy.
hahaha.
he's action super funny la.
and cute too.
always disturbing everyone.
well, we were dismissed at 12.25.
qf and i followed wl to her gb meeting la.
its like she gt fever and stuff.
and they dunt let her go home la.
wants her to stay and stuff.
but no use at all??
they got dismissed at 1.20plus.
stupid backgate closed alr.
walked one whole round to get home.
sians.
just had lunch la.
not considered la.
lols.
dunt care.
im gonna get some things for the noticeboard and stuff.
though we never win at all.
bah.
whu cares.
((:

um.
i wus almost late today lo..
ummmm.
we had science first.
no lessons today.
handed up the community chest money la.
i gave four bucks.
kenny, being a GENOROUS donater, ten bucks.
hur.
then we had mother tongue
super cold.
cos it wus raining.
and fans were on to full blast.
emmm.
then we had eoa?
went to comp lab.
mmm.
then we had recess after three lessons of eoa.
after recess wus .. maths.
yah.
today not so boring la.
i wasnt so tired today.
did the workbook.
then we had english after tt.
had to do a letter.
each person had to contribute a sentence using the laptop.
lamer la.
then after english wus going home time.
yes i went home at artd 1.50.
i think so.
boring la.
sleptla.
tired.
hurm.
not in the mood la. bye.

ummm.
got up ard 6.32am.
ironed my clothes la.
ummm.
reached school ard 7.12 plus.
then just asked val to go la.
then we left for the parade sq alr.
cos i didnt want to be with ____
cos its like, since they dunt like me, why shld i bother.
alright.
after reading period we had english.
super boring la.
then we had cpa.
spent like 2 periods printing only.
lols.
the tchers were like damn pissed.
hahahaha.
mmmmm.
after cpa wus recess.
bought a skirt
yes. a school skirt la.
lol.
after recess we had science.
shush.
madam wong came.
science wus alright la.
no tching going on.
just talking and shouting.
we had maths after science.
boring.
last lesson of the day.
super tired la.
had double vision alr.
i rlly had to slp.
-sob-
well.
after maths we had pccg la.
today wus late day.
umm.
we had a lesson about friends and dating?
lol.
our lesson on friends wus having qualities.
five with the minimum of,
R - respect
E - emphaty
A - acceptance
C - caring
H - honesty.
and the mr lim said if you found someone like that they're your angel.
hmmm.
thats super cool la.
and he said he wanted one too.
cos i think he's still single.
lols.
and he's mike just kept on conking out la.
lol.
then we had to form grps of five.
grped with val, alvin, renqin and johnny.
well, didnt rlly feel like doing la.
--- staring.
always staring.
super irritatin.
anw.
i did a sentence on acceptance la.
acceptance is accepting whu he/she is. not by appearance. true beauty lies within.yups.
mmmm.
then we had some single dating thing.
sex shit la.
lol
sexual education.
super funny la.
cos muhammad's action wus like.
omg.
and he said can kisskiss anot.
and the tcher said depends on kiss whr.
then the tcher said kiss kiss can touch touch must depend on whr.
and she said whr you want to touch.
LOL.
then muhammad kept on touching his chest.
LOLS.
he's action is like.
lol.
after school wanted to walk by our usual way la.
then that quek kept on signalling to us.
her signal wasnt relevant at all?
then huw am i supp. to know right.
had to go the longer way.
reached home ard 3? 3.05 i think.
wellllll. whu cares.
sheesh.

blah.
back back.
hmmms.
ive last blogged ard 2 or 3?
issit.
lols.
ive spent like more than an hour on the letter.
well the say it with music thingy lahs.
made a sorta heart shaped cardboard thingy.
with cotton outlining la.
thats all i did.
lols.
that took like damn long la.
hahahha.
mmmmm.
dels is out doing her project la.
and her friend must like make noise la?
wah lau.
buey tahan her la.
zzzz.

yoo heee.
well.
just came back from school la.
well not JUST
about 2 la.
mmmm.
had a light lunch.
gonna do a birthday card for sam nuw.
if im not lazy and get started.
heees.
im making the say it with music thingy la.
i wanted to win the adidas voucher.
but its over alr.
but anyways.
im almost done la.
i hope i win...
((:
i wish i wish!
hees.
well well.
school wus okay today la.
cheerful self today.
-bhb-
hahs.
i mean like, when am i happy la.
LOL.
alright.
stop my lameness la.
that sexless tcher took our class la.
our relief.
wah lau.
they say its a girl.
voice like guy, physique also la.
-.-
ummm.
maths as usual la.
got kitkats from arnita!
hahas.
and extra mini chocs.
erm. SMARTIES.
hahah, one each for gloria and i.
cos gloria and i had highest for maths.
but i lost to her by half mark.
lols.
coolness crap la.
bought constuction paper and glitter to help me in the works.
well anwws.
im gonna get started nuwws.
cya.
TATA

dashboard confessionals - vindicated

hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye

and roped me in
so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
i am captivated

{Chorus}
i am vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
i swear i knew it all along

and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

so clear
like the diamond in your ring
cut to mirror your intentions
oversized and overwhelmed
the shine of which has caught my eye

and rendered me
so isoloated, so motivated
i am certain now that

{Chorus}

so turn
up the corners of your lips
part them and feel my finger tips
trace the moment, fall forever
defense is paper thin
just one touch ald i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim against the current
so let me slip away (3x)
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

slight hope
it dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption...

super boring la.
supp. to go to the gym with val and wl la.
den wl couldnt mke it.
den i asked dels along.
told val and she didnt want to come alr?
okay fine la.
then dels didnt want to go.
like wth la.
ordered kfc la.
daddy payed part of it.
sians la..
nothing much to do.
just using mumsy's laptop thats all.
super boring.
hurr.

hurmm.
that computer guy came to take the pc today.
at last.
he came.
hurrr.
mmm.
around 12 daddy and mumsy went out to take the coach.
ard 1 plus they came back.
then we went to choa chu kang for lunch..
at the petmart or whatever lah.
after lunch we walked around lohs.
bought ice cream for dels and i.
saw some doggys.
quail eggs and stuff la.
went to the fishy place.
saw a clown fish!
so cute and small lah.
cutes!
and dory too!
but i dunt know the name of the fish..
heees.
nemo is sooo cute la.
after walking around for a while we left alr.
went to sungei buloh.
ummm.
quite boring.
and hot too.
zzz.
had mushroom soup la.
so disgusting la!
its hot cup ok.
knn.
so freaking disgusting la.
daddy wus resting lah.
den mumsy, dels, gg, sweechin and i walked in lor.
walked to the bridge then we walked back alr.
cos gt mosquito bites lor.
freak man.
went back to the cafe.
then we left alr lor.
daddy walked ard.
then we left alr.
den daddy, gg and sweechin saw a wild boar lah.
hmmm.
loads of mosquitoes bugging me lah.
zzz.
then we came home alr lor.
boring and tired.
didnt go to the challenger sale at funan.
sianz.
aiyah. knn
this girl just keeps on asking me to do her blog.
and its like she think im at her beck and call.
grrr.
its like, i dunt come online she says ive been waiting so long for you to come online.
i mean its like, i dunt owe her something la.
everytime she wants me to do something she doesnt even like say hi to me or what.
all she does is eh eh eh.
wah lau knn.
and after i do it for her its like no fucking manners lah.
no thanks at all?
i mean like what the hell la.
simple courtesy also she dunt have.
i mean im not an expert la she thinks i know everything or what.
ungrateful bitch.

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well well well.
ironed my clothes early in the morning.
ummmm.
then went to school.
today wus ncc day.
so the whole ncc had to wear their uniform.
hee.
had sci first lahs.
luckily i didnt have to copy notes.
cos i didnt bring my txtbk.
then wus chi.
boring crap.
did my maths hmwk.
then we had three lessons of eoa la!
darn it.
damn boring okay.
wus damn damn tired.
almost fell asleep.
had double vision alr.
hahahaha.
after eoa wus recess!
yays.
did nothing as usual la.
just talked rubbish with val and wl la.
and laugh at his hair.
LOL.
damn funny la.
doesnt fit him at all lah.
after recess wus maths!
ms arnita!
hmmm.
didnt rlly understand la.
aft her lesson had to bring the bks down..
but i dunt wanna!
lols.
went after school lahs.
after math wus english.
alamak.
idiotic.
damn boring.
boring boring.
finally! bell rang.
went to the office and left the bks there.
then val, wl, cl, yp and i went to tm.
wl and i went to the post office to pay bills.
val went to the nokia service centre.
cl and yp were supp. to eat.
but dunt knw what happened.
after paying the bills went to meet val.
yp went to meet her sis.
cl came to meet us.
then we went to kfc lahs.
bought things.
then we took a lift up.
went into the theatres at about 3.40.
we were watching spiderman.
waited for like dunt know huuw long la.
3.50 then the commercials started?
4.20+ then started la!
so exciting la!
its a damn nice show la.
well, since i lurve spiderman soooo much.
well because tobey maguire is cute what!
and in the show he's super handsome la.
well.. kirsten dunst and james franco found out peter wus spiderman lah!
damn nice nice nice.
maybbe i wanna watch again.
at least mary jane could understand peter.
((:
cool stuff.
okays, the movie ended ard 6.10
then we took a bus home lahs.
((:
just sketchin some stuff nuuws. =D