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Tuesday, March 30, 2010




work last sat & sunday at United Square :)

I HAVE finally finalized my enrollment for NYP. Thank god cos' that was one grueling process. well if you ask me, I'm definitely not looking forward to school, but then again, when was I ever psyched for school?

Thing is, being the sort of shy (HAHAHA) me, I know I can't make friends instantly and especially when I think almost everyone will be younger than me :/

Already in PSB, I wasn't that social, but thankfully I had social friends :)
I wasted a year, but 3 years? I think it'll pass in a blink of an eye. (shall console self)

Please people, don't ask me if my time in PSB was wasted cos' even if it was, nothing's gonna be of help now. I've taken this path, no regrets now.

Apart from that, I've received my loot from US! Wheet. However, Amazon.com screwed up my orders of Speck cases.


Nice right? Lol.

I ordered the 1 each for my iPod & iPhone but both of them are for the iPhones. What a waste of $$$. COMPLAIN!

Dammit la!

Ok to those who ordered the Old Navy flip flops, they'll be coming in hopefully by end of this week or early next week :)



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Sunday, March 28, 2010

don't know how i could've zonked out right after getting home.
i've been feeling sooooo tired lately.
after dinner with parents @ suntec, changed and everything and blacked out lor!
must've been waking up early + driving + work + washing car

siannnnn. luckily work is over!

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Thursday, March 25, 2010

starting my savings regime!
$5 a day towards my Hong Kong(or even better, JAPAN!!) trip fund without my parents, which will, hopefully happen next year :D ohyeah!

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010


THANK YOU MOM ♥♥♥

& they're finally home!!! with dumplings. omgomgomg HK's yummylicious dumplings~~

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daddy & mummy gonna be back tomorrow evening! :)
mom bought me a bag(!!) & she keeps complaining that she's very sad and got no money left cos' she paid too much. lol, geh kiang queen :/

went over to little india for dinner then to mustafa to get some stuff. uh, very very very crowded, as usual.


inlove with this song.

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Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

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Monday, March 22, 2010

it's almost tuesday! that means my parents will be back soon!

made/cooked food for lunch. hmm. popo cooked dinner for dels & i! :D luckily popo's maid brought the food over, too lazy to walk to her house to take, lol.

parents in "Miu Gai" now, shit. all i can think of there is claypot rice, guilin gao, lotza cheap good stuff and FUN. sucks to be here.

SUX SUX SUX!

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Sunday, March 21, 2010


damn damn damn. how could my parents leave for HK & not be back till Wednesday without GOODBYE? :(

didn't get to send them off cos' they didn't wake me up! grrrr bad bad people~~

wish I was in HK! I miss HK & all the shopping.. sigh.......................... hope they buy some nice stuff back! HEHE.

i'm so dying to go to KL. really.dying. who wants to go? dying~~~~~~~~~

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OMG I CANNOT TAKE IT!

Apparently my brother broke up with that BITCH but she came at 5AM, rang my door bell & when my Dad went to open the door, she asked, where's Russell? My dad said not in and she just walked off!

This is the final straw. I cannot stand anyone being rude to my parents especially this bitch. Fuck why can't she just back off? & on Facebook she joined "I hate Ex's that won't leave you alone"

Contradicting much?

Left her a message on FB which is quite lenient on my part, hope she gets the message. What a whore. zzz.

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Scenario: going home from a party so I told my 'friend' my other friend would be fetching me home, no it's not S. So my 'friend commented, oh your fling ah?

That ended the night on the wrong note girl.
Just so you know, I don't play the game like you do :)
I'm not mean but I'm so glad I'm not gonna be associated with you again, or at least if I try.

Anyways, can you imagine slogging your heart out just to fund some stupid LV bag? There's more to life than that, so just wake up?!

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Friday, March 19, 2010

am i doing what i want to do or am i just following instructions blindly?

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Thursday, March 18, 2010

last night,
i was teaching mommy how to use skype since my dad & her are gonna be away in hong kong over the weekend :(

should i be happy or sad?
happy for them they get to be in HK, sad for me that i have to remain in singapore. that sucks most! sigh. & i got exams in 2 weeks -.-

so yes, mom was happy she got to learn how to use skype!
she told dad: wa, see. now i can webcam bebe.
dad: thats dangerous! you shouldn't learn.
mom: why?
dad: now she gna pester you to buy stuff. & you gotta skype her all the things you bought!

haha, oh daddy, you know me best hohohohahahahahahha.

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Monday, March 15, 2010

is $400 for a wallet too expensive for whats the mere cost of less than maybe, $50?
while there's endless debates on spending that much on branded goods, why do people keep buying them?

is it for status? to show they're able to afford it or they have far too much money?
is it because of peer pressure? knowing peers have it makes you want it too
or is it for some other reasons i can't think of?

haha. dad always says how silly we are spending crazy amounts on branded stuff. but seriously? think about it.

my brother bought a Gucci Belt for $400 in Hong Kong. $400. thats just downright stupid. i kept telling my sister to discourage him. but being the materialistic sister that she is, she doesn't care -.-

even spending $100 on a Lacoste bag i laid my eyes on aches me. gosh he's crazy.

but let me reiterate, i'm not materialistic. i just like buying things that i like! yes i admit i am a little spendthrift at times, i repeat: at times.

i've always been the "savings" person in the family, i still am! i have my savings goal in mind, but well, as one grows older.. we have to spend more. its the inevitable fact!

its just me, if i don't get what i want, i won't feel at ease. but of course, it has to be within my budget. & this applies to clothes, shoes, bags.

& no, if you thought i pestered my parents to get a car for me, i did not. so if everyone thinks i'm a spoilt brat, so be it :) because i know best whats going on.

whats the point of this post? i don't know either. just having fun typing on my new moshi keyguard on my macbook :)

Apple, please stop inventing such great stuff please! no money liao!

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sho niceeeee.

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Sunday, March 14, 2010

i want to go to the bird park
i want to go kite flying
i want to go overseas
i want to go to the casino
i want to earn big money
i want to go shopping
i want to clean my room
i want to have fun like we used to
i want to stay out like we used to


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When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

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Friday, March 12, 2010

presentation's over!
though me thinks i could've done better? classmate said it was good though :)
well, i think my group did best!

if mr aw were to judge my class's presentation, i think they would all be dead by now! gosh.

most of them were reading plain from slides, their ppt was one whole chunk of words, they were looking at the screen talking to themselves, slouching, bad posture and all. and best, we're doing human resource right? most of them were yakking on and on about the history of the company.

my lecturer said: "you all put in a lot of effort, well done. i think everyone did good"
good my foot. my teacher is totally gone case...

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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

im so full im so full im so full.
had astons with love at sembawang during his nights out. why is astons so filling? but i'm thinking of maggie goreng! -.-

im so tired. i need my sleep but i have to edit my stupid presentation and i have to present my project tomorrow. blah..

i just want to sleep.. thank god class ends at 12 tomorrow.

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2PM till 830PM to do a 15 slide powerpoint. thats 6 and a half hours.. & thats how long our group took. i've never spent that long on a ppt. i sat in the reading room till my ass went numb and it was freezing-ly cold.

people may not think i'll get far with my lazy attitude. i know i've missed like practically half of my semester.. but classes are a waste of time IMO. marketing, human resource, organization behaviour, my brain just naturally switches off the moment the lecturer starts the lesson.. i don't know why either. & i don't like sleeping in class, so am i torturing myself?

i just don't get it....

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Tuesday, March 09, 2010

education is such a hindrance now. seriously. i'm stuck with a dilemma again. sorta feels like deja vu when it happened years ago, & i had to make the same decision, between staying in normal tech or switching to normal acad.

never knew i had to go there again. its a decision thats gna decide my next 2-3 years of life.. and its not easy at all. considering the fact that i AM 21 this year. and i've promised myself i will not spend half of my life studying (if i live till 50)

this sucks. defo.

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Monday, March 08, 2010



i finally bought a speck case for my ipod touch after much consideration :) it's a colour i've never seen before & its really nice! ya & estimated delivery: few days before april -.-

& i got into nyp doing business management. i wonder which route to take now.

p.s: i'm so happy love got into poly too :))))))



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Sunday, March 07, 2010

bye black JD lancer. welcome to the family, white evo 9!
at least, in a few days time.

its my brother's new wife, hopefully he treats her like his wife and stop bringing his slutty girlfriend over. irritating biotch. she even comes on her own will at 4AM wtf shameless whore.

although my rides with blacky lancer was short lived, less than 30 times i've sat in it.. but well, gorgor did send me to ITE in it, went to malaysia in it and helped us loads when we were shifting between pasir ris and tampines. i'll definitely miss blacky cos... the interior smells great. it has this strong leather smell, how do i get it? ok, so i have a fetish for leather smell, its damn nice can?

back to life,
i've one LAST test to go, and the WORST of em' all, STATS, i need a LOT of help. & i only have a day to absorb probability and another topic, ONE DAY. shizz.

3 projects due, to which we're done with 2, and a presentation to go then we're all set for exams in april. packed much?

well, i did do something productive today, i cleaned the windows for my van, because after driving eggy, & switching back to vanny, i realized the van's windscreens and mirrors were very dirty. & i do want daddy to be safe so i had them cleaned and i cleaned the van's backside too. i'm so happy for vanny :) at least it looks silver now, not dusty!

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Thursday, March 04, 2010

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”


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Tuesday, March 02, 2010

my bank account is left with a mad balance of $1.86, this is amazing. i wonder what happened to my $180. must be damned insurance. deaded.

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Monday, March 01, 2010

i want to earn a lot of money!

2 and a half weeks more till school term ends, i'm anticipating every second of it.

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