sometimes, i wish we'd have more time to sit and talk while we ignore everyone around us :)
now it's all too late, and I don't know how to hold you, but I want to, I don't want to leave this place..
i want a baggu. i need a bagpack. my back is breaking. my bag is bursting. my bag is overflowing. thank god i got a netbook. although poor whitey remains unused :(
STUPID Nubox quoted me $299 for Windows 7 + Parallels when I didn't even WANT parallels. Windows 7 on its own is only $190 :(((
Shoulda gotten that lar! %#^$%&%^&$%@#!
finally! my longest day of the week is overrrrr! monday blues, totally.
2nd week of schoool!weets.
woke up at 9AM today, bathed till 920AM, shitloads sure late!
changed and chionged down at 930AM. left my place at 936AM.
reached school at 9.55AM, SAFEEEEE.
when it hurts at the slightest thought of him, i know i can't have him back.
sometimes my parents are SOOO oblivious la!!!
my dad! he threw away my Shu Uemura foundation I left in the van.
OK that one nvm since it was finishing soon already, but it was one of the best I've used can??
NVM.
Recently bought a Dior one from Airport, $60+ as compared to $80+ in departmental stores? I got 15% + 7% off. Used like barely 10 times, MY MOM THREW AWAY.
Very good ah both of them? Don't know what to say! Like throwing away money!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
in 2 weeks i suffered through 2 torturous manicure and pedicure sessions. seriouslyyyy.
i did classic manis+pedis, and they cut the dead skin off so its nicer! but they cut excess can? it hurts + it was bleeding. geezus. if they're not certified manicurists they really shouldn't do this job, like some kind of past time!!
i went to Jurong Point yesterday with Dels cos' i just remembered i bought this package last year thats gonna expire.. never going back there. she slapped on thick nail polish and bubbles are like shit! and colours aren't even OPI. i tried a new colour, brightest i've tried :/
anyways, i managed to get my netbook at Harvey Norman closing down sale that has been going on since last year. $599 for HP with webcam and 250GB as compared to Court's $499 without webcam and 160GB. I hope I made the right choice -.-
being in poly is seriously sucking up all my money, cos' i can't use my macbook and then there's like tons of books to buy!
2 days in school. i feel like i can't do it. not academically but friendship wise. can't find something to talk about. the things they find funny are not funny to me? i can't seem to find the connection that i found with my other friends. if only it'd be as easy as secondary school and ITE.
most of the time they're talking about themselves, about O levels, or something I know nuts about! Seriously, what can I say? I like shopping? I like buying shoes and going on holidays? That just sounds like i'm trying ta' show off! grrr. someone help me thru this...
friday there's gna be a presentation, a 4 minute one or so. hopefully this can help me break out of my circle. i'm gna have to talk about myself! hmmm.
i'm still getting used to the quietness of this house..
goonight world. school's at 8AM tomorrow :(
i'm still trying to get over it. his usual talks without me understanding a word. the laughter he tries to imitate which he does so well.. always saying come here when he wants something. scolding himself naughty boy whenever he does something wrong. he's the smartest most caring animal anyone could have. i'm missing him but i'm trying not to cry. i love you far too much.
i just lost something i hold very close to my heart. i'm not in the mood at all. so please don't talk shit in front of me ok? thanks.
finally, i'm back from orientation.
i'm worn out. having a really bad headache.
just had macs to ease my hunger.
orientation = sucks.
other than making new friends, all their games sucked. made me feel fking old. it's lame. too lame. seriously should invent newer games.
definitely skipping tomorrow.
i didn't expect it but i'm the oldest -.-
the other would be 20 or so. well. at least they said i look like 18 :) EHEHEHE.
hottest actress on Glee!
what's up with local shows man. god the superficial acting is killing me..
gorged myself with porridge from whampoa today. its so awesome. been eating it since.. primary 2? best ever.
i was there in the morning and there again in the afternoon. think i'd better move back there.
sent eggy for servicing this afternoon. got complimentary car wash. yay :)
haven't been feeling very well since sunday. it's back. my weird bouts of stomachaches. it's hindering me. gosh. its very irritating!!!
hopefully tomorrow it does not get in my way tomorrow especially when I have to be in school from 8AM.
tomorrow marks another monumental chapter in my life. haha, yes, monumental!
i hope the old me realizes this is what i want, and the old me wakes up! its time, time to shine :)
thank you for being with me. i'd be lost without you :)
i'm disappointed. even if it's okay for you. its not for me.
i'm getting over it, even if you think its stupid of me to be thinking of it, even now.
but thats me. you're not me. and i'll never understand.
i wonder to what extent would women go to keep their men..
e.g. nothing was gonna stop tiger woods or jack neo from screwing around right? till the media found out. i don't think anything's gonna change.
no men can refrain from sexual activities unless they get their daily dose.
so is jack's wife gonna submit herself to him just to keep him under her nose?
go figure.
just a daily thought. no time to wash my car.
getting over the loss of my macbook :(((
i heard on radio that men cheat on women not mainly because they were seduced by sexy women.. but because they have friends that cheat on their girlfriends/wives too.
so if you're friends with jack neo, tiger woods or russell tan, please stay clear.
*tomorrow i'm saying goodbye to my old macbook. i'm gonna cry!!!! it has sentimental values :)
ok maybe it does not look very appetizing but OMG its yum to the max!!!!
my dad taught me how to make it =) omg super yums.
has EVERYTHING hong mei qi likes. GARLIC, ONIONS AND SPRING ONION!! yumz.
should I be excited? that school is starting like, less than 2 weeks? and I have to absorb a new environment again? don't like that feeling but its all part and parcel of life. just hope that i'm not the oldest in the whole class :((
really hoping for a vacation, short one at least. 3 places i'm totally missing.. Tokyo, HK & San Fransisco :) All above budget and not for a short vacation.
someone go with me.... KL!!!!!
I made a box outta paper today for my holiday fund :) had to measure everything so accurately...
Cutting to shape!
Base done =)
Lid done! Complete! Whee
I don't know how I did it, but I did..
I managed to get up at 515AM, yes hell, in the morning of a SUNDAY. what is the world coming to...
Seriously, I love the rain? It was good as hell to be driving in the slight drizzle to work but just as you thought the rain wouldn't lighten up? It started POURING. No, luckily it didn't rain crazily.
We took part in the Walk.Cycle.Skate event at Choa Chu Kang. Milo Mascot was there to take part. The mascot aka Love was happily sheltered in the mascot while I, I had to brave through the rain without any brolly, poncho or even a cap :/
The other Nestle reps had a brolly or at least a cap. Thats nice.
After getting drenched in the morning rain then I got a cap from the rep. geez.
So glad work ended earlier than stated. All for the money!
breakfast was kfc eggtart. thanks aunty mei qi. hahahahaha.
work tomorrow at 7AM, CCK. wtf. thanks ya. sunday morning = ruined.
guess i gotta wake at 515AM.
so much for the long weekend..
things imma be accomplishing this year:
1. Buy a Canon Powershot no matter what Satishvaran says
2. Visit Universal Studios
3. Earn big money
thats all for now. goodnight. i gotta crash.