my room is tons messy, eggy is waiting for his long awaited bath, i've my shop to revamp, i've got to work, i've got to earn those moolah but school is really tying me down.
i wonder how i'm gonna get through this term. i've no motivation, none at all. i passed my tests except my stats, which i totally missed due to my HK trip. i really have to step up my game! this isn't me, i know its not me in my good-grades-hungry mood.
i just feel different in this class, i don't feel like going to class or excelling at all. i feel very insignificant. never before have i felt so insignificant during projects. now i just feel like i'm just a presence during projects, i don't contribute, unlike ITE where i did. most of the things i say aren't in tune with what they want. makes me feel bad and maybe not up to standard yet or do i have a different way of doing things? feel bad not being able to contribute & all i can do is just make the project look better in terms of formatting and correcting their language.
i'm feeling the all time low now. i lack the drive i used to have. now i'm just waiting for august to come. i just want to get it done and over with. all i can do now is attend classes and projects regularly, i'm really trying.
i've been sick, still am and have been cutting classes and missing project meetings, i really have to salute my classmates for their understanding.
they're great, if only i could match up with them sometimes.
IM SELLING MY BAGSSSSSSS!!
because i buy them and they end up unused! i need the cash!
i've done the unimaginable. i spent more than my ang bao money on my dream wallet. & thats it, i'm stopping here. no more bags & wallets for me till i earn some big money!!
trailing behind a Maserati GranTurismo this afternoon at KPE.. too bad he couldn't speed, hehe. but as soon as he exited PIE, CTE he vroooooom till no where in sight.. smoking while driving some more!
when oh when will i own at least an audi?
WORK HARD!
had dinner at Prinsep Place with family, for Dad's birthday! Some persian restaurant that served western food..
food wasn't that good in my opinion.. although it was good going by my parent's taste. brother paid for food, at least he's doing something right, for once. bill came to about $200. wasted. mom still said the price is "reasonable".
give me $200 and i'd do something else! (but since it's dad birthday...hehe)
dels and i had to drop by tampines 1 to get a present for dad. had no idea what to get, AT ALL. decided to get a globe for dad, cos' the previous one broke! a pity we couldn't find one with light attached.
we also customized a car decal sort of thing for daddy, and it says "world's best dad!"
i definitely think daddy deserves that label, he's nothing but the best, same for momma.
anyways, always wanted to try say cheeze at T1, verdict: sucky.
no wonder there's hardly anybody. we were the only ones there. shit.
wasted 40 bucks on some shit food! rawr. luckily i managed to get back the money for lunch!
stupid tinting took longer than the promised 2 hours! supposed to reach school at least by 4pm for my projects, but only got there at 7:30pm, zz.
at least it's a good job done :) burned $~
ate ban mian with dels at city plaza, yums. luckily she accompanied me the whole while, heheh.
& last but not least, congratulations to indianlove for passing his TP :)))))))))))))
sent for servicing! love love the lounge, i was the only one there :)
got the mats vacuumed but i got it dirty again, thank you rain, you just made eggy dirtier~
quoted from forum(lol):
"Chery QQ looks nicer than Fit/Jazz. 
Seems like a lot of females like Fit/Jazz. Dun understand leh?"
supposed to give baby eggy a wash today, with satishvaran but it was raining! good or bad? nevermind. send you for servicing first!
sent love to camp today! i'm sick yet i have to carry his haversack for him!! roar. my flu is just getting worse even after clarinase.. ee, does not work!
baby eggy is lovedd and is due for some servicing!
dental today, the horror. the nurse changed my rubber bands instead of my doctor. the one thing i'm most afraid of whenever i'm having dental... cutting the excess wires from behind my molars, luckily she did it right :'(
looking forward to the day i'll take them out. can't stand the horror no more.
to you :)
Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ohhhhhh,
I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each other's hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the oneswollen/sore gums,
swell/dry throat,
awful breathing problems with some flu going on.
thanks mom for the yumms ngoh hiang I get to eat once every year,
awesome nonetheless.
thank you CNY. now I feel awful. shizz.
Dels & I have been going to Bugis Street to shop, I don't know why we've been frequenting that place so much either.. but we sure had crazy crazy buys. bags, shorts, tops :)
went over to Nic's place on CNY eve for steamboat, right after my reunion dinner with my family which wasn't that great, considering i only drank more soup, heh. but steamboat was fab, as usual i'd tuck into the crabmeat, prawns and wantons, haha!
sunday, after going over to popo's house, cousins, aunts, dad, mom, dels and i went over to the airport for some TCC goodness. too hot for visiting! geez.
met love at bugis & bought tickets to see "My Name is Khan", which was a total sellout, managed to only get after 10pm tix. dinner = steamboat, which was HORRIBLE. don't trust cheap food!
btw, movie was great. love love love it, except for the fact it was almost 3 hours! tamil/hindi(sorry i don't know the difference) movie shot entirely in the states, awesome movie about true love and discrimination against the muslims.
this week has been great, but its back to hectic school timetable (to which i'm not looking forward to, but i'm gonna fulfill the promise i made), and rushing to complete them projects, sigh. not to mention a presentation to give, i'm fine with that though :)
still wondering why my parent's ang bao this year is lesser than the previous! hmm..
mom's excuse: "i had to pay for your burberry bag in HK"
fine, thanks mom :)))))
p.s: its almost saturday in a day :))))
Dad: What's the difference between taking the car & van? How fast can you go at 2000RPM?
Me: Can hit 100KM...
Dad: Really uh?
Dels: Then van how? 10000RPM ah?
Me: Omg -.- *dies laughing*
Less than 300km to 1000~
thats my boy :)
domo-kun baking in the morning sun (becoz of S.)
dining at Vivo, meeyumssss!
Shops closed so early today! sighsigh. didn't get to eat at Mussel Guys, nor did I get to buy any shoes, sigh.
& while sending love home, this P-plate lady driver changed from 2nd to 3rd lane and swerved back to 2nd almost immediately because she didn't CHECK her blind spot(she nearly hit the lorry)! she slowed down almost to 20KM/h while I was already traveling behind her at above 80KM/h, almost couldn't brake in time and almost slammed into her. Almost had a heart attack thanks to her! zz.
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
Pictures of HK from my N97 mini..
the moment my phone had its virgin fall, it never stops dropping.. in the car, on the platform. i think it loves falling from a height. shit ass phone
never a time and day when i'm not missing you. hope you feel the same..
You preach so much about religion but you're a big hypocrite!
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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Adam Lambert is too gorgeous to be gay!!
Almost got into 2 traffic accidents while rushing to school for my 9 AM test, was 2 minutes early to avoiding the CTE ERP, which cost $3.50 in total, an hour's parking coupon and walked to school.. only to find out my class wasn't at 9 AM, it's supposed to be at 2 PM..
How nice.. well at least there's a consolation, I get to study for my test -.-
this status posted by my friend on fb stays so vividly in my mind. it goes something like this: "skinny girls, stop saying you're fat and you need a diet, you don't even have tits"
:)
whats up with the public proclamation of love on your facebook almost every single day? aren't these words for your loved one to see only? or are you trying to prove something?
Momma says I'm champion shopper =)
Daddy scolds me for buying too much, but I can't help it..............
Next holiday: Mauritius because Daddy HATES shopping!!
I conclude my HK trip with, lots of walking(I MEAN A LOT), eating a lot (A LOT) and shopping (FAVOURITE).
We stayed in a suite in Novotel Hotel which turned out to be very small!
Didn't go to Macau as planned :(
Spent 3 hours at the Salon perming our hair, & now it's not so curly (which isn't too bad)
Went to Cheung Chau island as usual but was late and most shops were closed but still had our fix of FRESH seafoood
I bought 3 bags :) no shoes... no clothes except for I ♥ HK
My "lovely" brother spent $400+ on a Gucci belt, which IMO looks gay on anyone..
My sister spent $400 on her Burberry wallet...
I'm so poor I only spent $50 on a Kate Spade pencil case, which Mom says since I bought it I must attend school regularly, lol. I'm very stingy I know!
Can't wait to go to HK with you! =)
