my attitude's been on the irritating side lately..
i still don't get it.
why don't you tell me what is it..
huh???
i hate my attitude and the way i am now.
why don't you settle everything and tell me what displeasure you have with me?
damn.
i shouldn't have even got involved.
i never should have.
i should just stay the way i am.
don't be a freakin' coward and point out your freakin' displeasures okay?
these problems aside..
i'm glad our OFC project is completed, handed in and over and done with!
argh.
oh, did i mention our EFC project is completed too?
finally, a load of mind.
it's been kinda stressful with these projects.
yeh, just gotta do another version of the EFC projec for OFO.
and.. oh crap.
EFC telephone skills presentation this thursday!
oh crap.
i don't wanna flunk.
gotta remember my script by thursday.
argh.
EFC project presentation.. next week.
err. when issit?
oh crap, i don't even know.
after all this, time for a long break.

betrayal.
isn't that like the latest fad around now?
yeh. it certainly is.
i mean like,
if you're really so unhappy about me just come out and say it lah.
why so fucking cowardy?
and then you act all nice and all.
don't..
i can't bring myself to blame you...
especially since we've been friends since like, then.
and like..
everything's so shaky now.
as though it'd all tumble if a slight mistake was made...
why don't they think about what they're gonna say?
instead of spouting it all out.
aren't we friends?
or is that all i ever imagined..
you speak as if no one's feelings were ever hurt.
humans don't function without feelings or emotion.
it hurts.. dude.
if you yourself react to these circumstances.
please put yourself in other's shoes..

why are people so shallow at times?
its like, don't they care about anybody's feelings?
they say what they want.
yet, they don't even care about others.
why?
it proves that maybe our years of friendship is futile.
nothing works..
you don't trust me..
it's okay, ya know?
i guess it makes you happier to see me getting blamed.
it makes your life more beautiful i guess.
cos' you can't accept the truth,
the cold, ugly truth.

school was okay.
but i thought it kinda was like,
a waste of my time.
arrgh.
constantly attending school?
not my style (:
like why was ryan on american idol?
hahah, he was cute though.
he was part of the audience.
cool.
nothing much to update bout'
ciao'.

hey peeps.
my blog's back up.
mmmm.
am kinda caught up with proj work now.
our telephone skills proj presentation is like due next thurs.
which means we have to like, present.
and we have to memorise.
that's the shiz'.
we let mdm juhariah catch a glimpse of our proj today.
i'm glad she was happy about it.
oh dear.
i was kinda relieved cos' its like,
the group before ours had a thicker report than my group's.
and they had surveys, newspaper cuttings...
oh me oh my.
hahaha.
errr.
now jus gootta ammend stuff and all.
gotta rush my ofc proj too.
yeah.
errrm..
what els.
err.
thats about all lah.
(:

latest obsession: Blood+ !!

lol.
blood+ is kinda good though.
apart from bleach..
its currently airing in Japan..
latest is 21?
but they released till 19 only.
bummer.
waiting for releases!!
apart from that,
am still at home. hha duh.
errr.
gonna be leaving at 11+
woo!!
feels damn good leaving late..
lol..
i dont wanna goooooooo..

went to parkway parade today.
had japanese food.
then went to royal sporting house.
spotted a NICE puma shirt but...
bought socks..
don't know whats been happening to my old socks.
crap.
woo, fixed my watch.
came back and played sims2.
been donkey months since i last played.
stupid mother, named her giselle.
lol, kept on wanting to woo hoo with billeh[her hubby]
haaha. her children are gerard, kahlen and.. i forgot the last one.
hooho! and she gave birth.
stupid woman..
her son's name, daniel.
didn't know what to name him.
made her make out with a girl, but i didn't save the game..
LOL.
waste of time..
didn't watch my anime today.
zzz.

righto.
dels is currently in camp now.
seal sports? same company as jyss's sec3 camp.
im glad she's gone but she so totally took my stuff along with her.
like 2 flip flops of mine.
my white watch, which is why im stuck with her freaking blue watch,
yuck, blue.
my digi cam.
sheesh..
on the other hand, its kinda boring.
hahahha, cos she doesnt bother me.
what happened in school.
had our EBK [book keeping] mock test today.
which i barely... studied for.
what else..
oh, no cca tomorrow.
hohohoho. bagus!