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Thursday, March 31, 2005

yoyo.
didnt go to school today.
yeah.
i didnt want to.
but had gastric neways.
doc said i had irregular mealtimes.
so he told me to eat regularly?
-.-"
lol!
yeah after that went to pasir ris.
then dels and i had brunch?
ate a lil cos no appetite.
shared mine with dei.
then we went to WWW.
signed up for the combo funkey card?
haha the wet pass and fun pass.
then we went to WWW cos it was valid for that day.
so anyways.
WWW was kinda boring but i wanted to play and swim.
but dels didnt want to.
arg.
i left my wallet in the guest relations and i forgot.
assumming that i lost my wallet, i got into a tantrum
lol!
dels said my attitude was lame.
luckily i didnt lose it! hehe.

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

crap la.
i blogged ytd but i didnt appear.
-_
nvm!
went bowling aft sch today!
haha.
with like, wl, cl, ch, wy, kenny, wx, willie, yp, val and gloria?
hope i included all!
haha.
okay lahs.
hmm.
after that went to TM with CH and CL.
bought a few things cost me like maybe 100bucks.
-_- money flies away*
>.<
im going to pasir ris tmr!
haha to get the Annual Funkey Card done!
:D
dels also getting one.
well if she doesnt want one then i guess im not getting one too.
most probably we will!
:D

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

yay back to blog.
-_-
ok kinda lik tired now.
going to sleep soon.
had a tiring day.
went to golden pines tody for CIP.
it was fun.
cos we watched a video and saw our classmates perform.
no old-folks today.
and played with a dog!
its breed is collie?
hmm. its damn cute la!
haha. love him!
haha.
anyways, think im gna go to lik, tm tmr?
or maybe to sportslink warehouse over at mom's office.
yeah.
am going to WWW on thurs.
to make the funkey card.
and er. going to WWW on sat! yipee!

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

had a big shopping spree today.
yeah.
i mean BIG!
bought shirts from billabong.
mom bought for dels, gg and i.
for like i think $300-$400?
wa lau.
heart pain..
>.<~~~
bought me --- too.
LOLZz.
ok.
going to sherman's house for BBQ soon.
around 6 or 7.
yea.
miss mango<3.
:D

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

DID NOT HAVE A GOOD DAY.
FELL ON MY ASS.
BACKSTABBED BY FRIEND.
TALKED BAD BY RELATIVES.
MY EXISTENCE IS NOT FOR THIS SHIT?
I HATE YOU LA.
WHAT IS THIS?
BLOODY UNCLE,
IM A GANGSTER?
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE BASIC OF ONE.
I DONT SMOKE, FOR YOUR INFO.
IVE NEVER TRIED IT, NEVER WILL.
I DONT REBEL.
I HOLD MY PARENTS IN GREAT RESPECT. NOT LIKE OTHERS.
I DONT LOITER STREETS.
I NEVER GO OUT UNNECESSARILY.
I DONT CARRY WEAPONS
I DONT COME HOME IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE NIGHT.
I DONT STAY OUT TOO.
IF I WERE ONE, ID DO THE THINGS STATED ABOVE.
OK LA WHATEVER.
SINCE YOU ALL WANNA JUDGE ME ACADEMICALLY,
SO BE IT.
SINCE NORMAL TECH SEEMS LIKE A FUCKTARD STREAM FOR YOU,
SO BE IT.
IF YOU THINK I MIGHT BE A BAD INFLUENCE TO YOUR CHILDREN,
SO BE IT.
DONT ASK ME FOR STUFF ANYMORE.
PERKS, NOTHING!
DONT EVEN CALL ME.
DONT EVEN INVITE ME FOR YOUR FUCKING PARTIES.
BEAR IN MIND I'LL NEVER CALL YOU TOO.
DON'T ASK MY DAD TO CHEUFFAUR YOU AROUND.
COS MY DAD IS NO CHEUFFAUR.
NEVER WILL HE BE.
HE IS NOT PAID EITHER.
DONT TREAT MY FAMILY AS THE OUTCAST.
BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE.
YOU ARE THE ONES THAT NEED SOME REFLECTION.
BLOODY WOMANISER.
WHY DONT YOU GET YOUR WIFE BACK?
IF I WERE AN INFLUENCE,
DID I INFLUENCE YOU TO WOMANISE?
OR ARE YOU TRYING TO RAISE YOUR KIDS WITHOUT A MOM?
IF YOU SAID THOSE THINGS,
DONT HIDE BEHIND THOSE WALLS AND PRETEND YOU DIDNT SAY IT.
FUCKTARD.

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Friday, March 25, 2005

went to WWW today.
yep.
fun.
with cl and ch.
had fun in the shiok river and tsunami.
yeap.
erm.
kinda tired la.
>.<
gna go WWW next week.
haha.
ok. im gna like sleep soon la.
>.<
tired!
haiz.
missing you bangee.

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Monday, March 21, 2005

mango, rest in peace.
21st March 2005
rest assured, i'll never forget you.
ive missed someone so dear,
even though its just a lovebird.
well to me, it isnt, its my best friend.
i'll miss your chasing my fingers when im typing.
i'll miss your biting of my pen when im writing.
i'll miss your destroying of my hmwk, my stuff.
and of cos you sleeping on my hand and my shoulder.
i'll always remember you mango
.i had faith in you getting well,
and you never did.
i guess god didnt really want to help me.
ok you know what god, fly a kite.
mango will be in my memories. forever
.i'll miss your calling whenever i entered the room.
or flying to my shoulder, or head.
i guess that will never happen again.
i love you!
forever.even you've went onto a better place,
i know you'll remember me.
come visit me.take care.
will never forget you.
i'll miss talking to you, playing. everything.
but you will always have a special place in my heart.

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

hey guys!
havent been updating la.
but anyways!
im back. haha.
its saturday.
oh wait, sunday?
EARLY sunday.
yeah its 1.11am now.
oh yeah.
am peeling!
argh.
started peeling like, ytd.
went to www and escape ytd.
with dels, cherre and sherman!
haha its damn fun la.
and i got in to WWW for a child price.
why? well, ahha.
its just, hmm.
misunderstandin la.
who cares, i saved 4 bucks!
hell its alot! :D
man, gotta go back to school on monday.
and im still PEELING.
ARG.
how am i gna go back to school?!
MALUATED ALR.

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

havent been blogging for a few days eh?
yeah. been busy.
with chalet stuff.
to those that i didnt invite;
i apologize.
anyway, the chalet was, fun?
ahhaha in a way.
but was aching after our bicycle ride.
on sunday.
only dels, sherman and i sleptover.
the next day a few classmates of mine came over.
sam chua came! ahah so happy.
but sam ang didnt.
i had to clean up a real big mess la.
>.<
anyway..
met wy and kenny at 11+ at escape entrance.
then cl ch and yy came.
havent gone to escape for long!
its changed.
the go-kart is unlimited.
cool..
i went twice.
with wy n kenny oonli.
the girls didnt want to.
i forgot what i took anyways! haha
but i took everything la.
except the inverter or cadbury.
yeap it broke down.
yaya and of cos the kiddy rides too.
panasonic isnt that scary now.
cos its kinda slow.
hmm.
left around 8!
cos it closes at 8 now.
anyway.
wy and kenny left.
then we had dinner.
then bowling.
oh yeah i went bowling too halfway after escape.
cos it was HOT.
okok..
anyways.
went to wild wild wet today!
oh im burning now.
went with dels sherman and cherre.
dels and cherre went on their own.
sherman and i went on the ular-lah first.
it was damn fun.
hahaha!
then we went to shiok river and tsunami.
and its FUN!!
hahah i like the tsunami.
and the shiok river's current is damn strong.
esp that thing spraying water?
lol i forgot whats that called la.
anyway halfway through the shiok river,
sherman and i wanted to go to the tsunami.
then i saw dels and cherre.
so we just went to together after that.
hahaha then we had lunch.
sherman and i had foodcourt lunch.
they ate kfc.
anyway..
we stayed at the tsunami for damn long.
haha.
we went tanning too.
and i almost drowned.
>.<
cos i was swimming towards the wave.
then when i wanted to breathe,
i came up to the surface.
and the float behind me hit me and i went in again.
den i came up the wave swept me in again and again.
WTF.
not once lor, at least twice or thrice?
ARG.
we didnt go to the U-shaped thingy.
yeah no one wanted to go except me and cherre.
but i didnt go with her cos i was PAISEH >.<
we took the sky rider. lol.
its kinda scary.
cos its as if its gna drop.
went to prof's playground with sherman only before meeting dels and cherre.
we kept playing the slides.
and i hit my gum.
cos sherman kicked me.
and one retard, we were playing then he said ah lousy.
right..
sherman pulled one guy's trunks at the tsunami la.
so bad.
LOLLLL.
then we went to the ular-lah again la.
then we kept going to the shiok river and the ular-lah.
then we went to the prof's playgrd.
then we were playing but it shutdown alr.
cos closing.
so we got changed.
yeap, am home now. BURNING.

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Friday, March 11, 2005

school = hot.
not very tiring..
ran la again.. >.<
during recess and aft recess..
aft school too..
wy is fast..
but brains have to work too.
hahah..
:D:DDD
not that tiring cos short day.
1230 dismissed alr.
yeap.
argh.
silva saw my scar ytd.
lol den he like snickled abit.
>.<
haha anw i was laughing..
mmm..
didnt get back any papers..
ms arnita says she sending us our results during hol..

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

school was exhausting today!
stupid wee yeng!
will get you sooner or later
had to chase him around the 3rd floor today.
happened all because of ytd!
lol.
grrr.
ytd was tiring too.
cos i chased him from class to foyer
but today..
nothing beats today..
felt like throwing my shoe away cos damn pain..
hot.. cos of friction.
z.
lol..
well wy..
will get you tmr before sch term ends!!
hahha!
will change place when school term starts!
haha.
new arrangement of seats.
anyway..
have not got back my CA results.
hope i did well.
oh yeah, am taking part in debate tmr..
HAIZ!!
lol well kinda eager to take part earlier.
but..
when i got chosen was kinda regretting..
sob..
lol..
hope everything goes well
and the topic is..
teenagers should fall in love during secondary school.
WHAT A SENSITIVE ISSUE.
well. im opposing.
lol.. kinda thought debates would be fun.
cos its for endless talkers.
hahaha >.<

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hey guys.
back to blog.
havent been blogging for long..
or so i think..
err.
life has been like crap.
so its the same..
yeap.
total brain blockout..
math was ok.
but i kinda freaked out during eoa.
cos i think i had a blockout.
too nervous i guess.
err.
spent like 20 minutes for the bloody frequency table.
cos i used pen.
i didnt used pencil.
doh! stupid!!
haha.
yeah so it was messy.
science was ok though.
lucky i read..
hahhaa.
anywayz..
not pleased about some people la.
i guess.. im not born to be a slave right.
if i'd be one, i wouldnt be one to that person.
well..
simply because, she didnt give birth to me..
im not related to that person in any way..
no blood relations. just friends.
and im older.
so, if it'd be anyone i'd be a slave to,
it'd be my parents.
THATS ALL.
sorry.
i wasnt born to entertain self-centered people.
petty, hot tempered, or a FAULT FINDER.
much less a selfish person.
i've done all i can to give in and i beared with it for quite some time now.
im sick and tired of giving in...
sick ok.
eyes are meant for seeing..
not for rolling at who you think you're angry with..
sorry, all of us have temper.
you're not the only one.
if ive made the wrong decision in making friends..
its my fault.
nobody's perfect!
i didnt and i dont expect you to be one.
but.. you are.. i dunt know.
every little thing i do, or say.
i'd have to speak with caution.
then where is the fun?
but that doesnt go around now doesnt it.
you, you don't care about my feelings.
hey thats great.
i think thats one of the best values in being friends..
if you are reading this, think about it la.
who has been giving in, who have not.
you think.
dont blow your top on this.
you decide.
your life, your rules.
all i have to say is,
blame it on luck.

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Thursday, March 03, 2005

all was fine
TILL pe.
zz.
ok so it spoiled my day.
kenny cried.
lol.
guess that tcher must've meant quite alot of him..
yeap..
didnt go get my shoes today.
will get em' tmr.
:D

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

school was ok.
but bag was super heavy.
cos we had to bring all the books back.
zzz..
mr low sat in during eng class today.
hehehe so yandao.
>.<
but hey. -_-
i dunt like i only said he's handsome.
haaaa.

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