ok so im kinda pissed.
well i think its just my luck for having this kind of sis.
wants things but wont do anything for you.
wow i guess ive got all the luck.
if it wasnt enough from my god forsaken brother.
ive got another one. dezi.
i guess i must have offended god, if there is one.
whats up with god?
shit that is
first she sleeps.
and then she wakes up and uses the computer.
when i want to pack the place.
she wants to sleep again.
how great is that right.
but she got up to help after all.
and then i ask her to put the vacuum cleaner back.
she says u put back la i wana bathe alr.
so ok, you want to bathe.
you cant put it back?
i still had to wipe the fucking table and everything.
and clean up.
ok fine she didnt want to help
i finished and i put the vacuum cleaner back.
she was watching tv.
and she did not want to budge. much less bathe.
isnt it wonderful.
you want help but you don't get any.
after wiping the table i wiped hammy's cage.
it fell apart.
i guess thats the way things gets done in dezi's hands.
and while trying to put it back hammys were escaping.
and what was she doing.
watching fucking mtv.
wtf did i do to deserve this fucking shit.
i hate god and hell with it. if there is one.
WHICH THERE ISNT.
after that mess i went into the room again.
she was STILL watching tv.
asked if she wanted to bathe
she didnt want to budge.
ok, maybe its just my luck.
she things im demanding and i suck and she hates me
but who cares cos she's a thorn and she will never know how much she irritates me with her fucking "bitch" quote.
shes so fucking crude and everytime you ask her questions.
almost 8 out of 10 times you cant get proper ans.
when you really want the answers.
she says, your mother, bitch, maybe, hope so.
all the answers you find irritating comes out.
so then she says she wants my wallet.
you know what, i couldnt care less.
then theres my birthday.
3 weeks ago on a friday she asked me,
what i wanted for my birthday.
and so i replied i dunt know.
so yeah she came back empty handed.
so then again today she asked me what i wanted.
i replied yeah i dont know.
she said she'll save up money to buy smth for me.
well i guess even by the time im dead i wont even have it.
yeah and her birthday?
cost a bomb at swensens which burned a hole in the pocket.
so she wants everything she gets it.
ok. life is so wonderful i cant wait for more.
but who cares.
im not very keen on living anymore.
but, i'll blog about the day and the day before.

was watching triumph in the skies at 10+
yes and i had maggie mee for lunch.
i guess that was wonderful.
started packing at 5.
paused at 6.
was watching #20.
had good charlotte's making the video.
watched that 3 times.
had the crashing with good charlotte too.
i thought it was cool.
cos they stayed in their fan's house.
so cool.
i wish i was them, the girls.
there were 5 members in the family.
parents, twins, and one sister.
the twins were more favoured by the parents.
cos they were pretty, i think?
so much like gg and dezi.
im the other one. the outkast.
she didnt hang around with gc lik her sisters.
her sisters hanged around with gc.
joel even taught them to drive.
yeah but she just sat in the living room.
yeah. she was the outcast.
like, me? i guess.
even though life is unfair i guess im not the only one.
gc's so down to earth.
i want to meet them.
ok so we resumed the packing at 7
packed till 8+.
then we had dinner.
dezi gg and i.
cos parents bought.
so, after dinner continued packing till 9.30

yesterday i met yy in the bus.
cos we arranged to.
we went to tm.
paid her bills then we walked ard.
bought my jay chou concert cd
aft that we went to challenger.
finally bought my ink catridge.
then we took a mrt to bugis.
we walked around then we went to meet cl and ch.
hm.
went to the edge.
then went to bugis street.
after that took a mrt to orchard.
was around 5 or 6 alr.
we went to far east first.
walked around but couldnt find nice trucker caps.
i want the one lik jay's.
-_-
ok so..
er had dinner there.
took neoprints and all.
by then it was almost 9
we walked quickly to heeran.
lolz.
was kinda fun cos we were running then walking briskly and we were laughing at lame jokes.
lol.
we went to wallet shop.
then we went to annex.
hmm.
after that we walked to somerset to take a mrt home..
reached home at around 11.30
close to midnight.
lolz, latest. :D

wow.
school so "fun and interesting" today.
i dont know whats up la.
or WHAT?!
argh.
forget it.
triumph in the skies finish le.
sad. -_-
no nice shows.
but the qi pao one is starting today.
hahaa.
hmm.
ytd's pe was damn fun.
and funny too.
cracked us up.
we were playing frisbee..
haha.
then huda throw damn funny.
we purposely made her the monkey.
lols, and her nickname is pyramid now..
yeah.
saw pyramid ytd.
>.< dno whther its our luck or misfortune.
haha.
anyway i had a funny dream 2 or 3 days ago.
haha about gc.
i rmb before i slept i was thinking,
let me have a nice dream tonight.
lol.
i dreamt i saw gc.. i think at some park..
then i was withmy friends.
then i shouted billy joel i love you!!
lol..
then they were smiling.
they were like in one square..
>.<
then they were lazing around.
and nobody gathered to see them.
only me then they were quite happy.
haha then i said i wanted them to sign smth for me.
then i went to take some pics.
but i forgot the cd then im like quite sad.
then when i reached there,
alot of pple alr! HAHA.
then i was like wtf.
then i queued up, but when it was my turn,
they left -__________-
ok..
then i saw them in a shopping centre.
then i shouted to them again.
ahhaa. yeah.
forgot what else happened.
haha happy to see them in my dream.
anyways, there's gc backstage pass on tonight.
haha.

was kinda ok in school today la.
enjoyed it quite abit.
hmms.
today we had mt first.
was just lazing around..
bored.
ahha.
then we had english.
then sci.
yeah mdm wong told me smth..
>.<
hmm think she's right la.
should concentrate on my sci this yr.
hope i'll do well la.
not that i don't want to listen to her.
she say smth everybody make noise alr.
-__-
aft recess was math and lifeskills.
ah... yy hai me.
i had to present my ambition.
kinda malu-_-
aha.
anyway.
was dismissed at 1.15 today.
cos early day.
came back before 2.
was kinda pissed la when i came back.
but i had this damn song in my head.
the song that wl taught me.
LUCKILY..
its not in my head anymore.
and i don't intend to keep it.
haha.

haven been updating..
nvm.
kinda lazy and i forget to update.
hahaha.
anyways, didnt give the hamster to ken.
haha. -phew-
brought to school then i didnt give.
lolz. cant bear la >.ok nvms.
was watching the triumph into the skies show..
yeah. so nice.
2 eps left >.<
yeah. di nu hua also on now.
and the 8 o'clock one? duno whats the title.
keep forgetting.
haha. tv's so nice.
-___________-
ok anyways tmr for life skills,
have to bring some photo for presentation on who we wanna be when we grow up?
haha.
i got this hot model.
lolz.
a picture la.
hmm, maybe if i print one on jon i can say i wna be a pilot?
YEAH.
why didnt i think of that right >.< !! :D

Good Charlotte, Kelly Clarkson, Hoobastank and Simple Plan will lend their support to the ever-growing tsunami-relief effort by performing live at the MTV Asia Aid benefit event in Thailand.

WTTF!!!
why of all years good charlotte is performing there?!
they never came to singapore for the mtv asia awards!?
GRRR.
ok, so sad.. pissed >.<
in school.
TIRED.
have to stay back for my noticeboard today.
kinda sad cos hammy is leaving.
giving kenny.
SAD.
hammy's sad too cos its got no one to play with.):
hope hammy will do well k.
love hammy

havent been updating..
yeah kinda lazy.
am down with the gastric flu?
yeh..
er.
didnt go to sch on wed.
den i wasnt supp. to sch today, thursday.
cos my mc was valid for two days!
ahha kinda dumb >.<
anyway, pe was kinda fun cos we played frisbee.
but i hurt my ankle.
yeah.
haven fully recovered.
and kept running in cs so its worse now >.<
ok nvm.
hari raya to all my malay friends!

140105
school was ok today.
kakaka.
had math test.
it was quite ok except for the last 2 questions.
ok, hope i dont flunk.
er, wl came home with me first.
then cl and ch came ltr.
we were watchin triumph into the skies.
yeah so nice.
but yunzhi shoudlnt die la.
cos like that,
yishan might have a chance of being with yichen!
omg..
anyways..
after the show,
we went for lunch at the foodcourt.
after lunch we went to the mama shop.
we bought 4 packs of chips.
LOLZ.
then we came home.
watched shutter.
kinda freaky la.
i only screamed cos cl dropped the chips >.<
gave me a shock.
hahhaa.
wl the most la.
kept screaming.
but the girl's face kinda eeky..
kaka.
aft that was 4 or 5 alr.
then they left.
i slept from 7 to like 9.30?
OMG.
missed more than half of my show.
i woke up and watched la.
then we went for dinner at like, 10 or 11.
went to changi for dinner.
came back at 1230.

150105
am having my birthday dinner tonight.
yeh, not tomorrow.
>.<
cos of school on monday.
hmm. have a feeling my birthday this year is gna be a disaster..
-_-*
ok nvms.
am going to turf city for dinner.
haha, same as last year.
kinda pricy, but i dunt knw where else to go.
dont mind going for western,
but dad dont like it.
yeah.
so..
am revising my math.
argh!
am afraid of my N lvls this yr.
>.<
afraid i cant pass my math chi and sci.
omg.
wtf..
cant stop worryin.
i duno, i studied alot for math.
but last year my mind went blank.
i hope it wont wont wont happen this year.
and then theres chinese.
i think im a sure flunk-er for chi.
>.< i think i might fail for oral and listening compre.
lols, i slept last yr for listening. kaka.
hope i wont fail la.
the failing mark is 6? or 4.
if its 6 im dead meat.
then other subjects must have like what,
1 or 2?
IMPOSSIBLE!!!
canot canot.
i really hope i'll buck up on chi..
and then theres science too.
omg.
cant stop worryin.
i dno why mdm wong must teach us?
i dunt understand what shes teaching.
and shes always laughing.
everyone disturbs her.
>.<~~~~~~
die.
im dead this year.
CPA EOA ENGLISH.
oh no, dead.................................................

school was ok.
but a bad way to start cos ms arnita was angry..
argh.
oh lols,
i forgot what we did during english.
hahahha.
anws.
we had mt, eng then sci.
oh yeah.
we did a concept map.
then we had recess.
aft recess.
4 periods straight of ms arnita.
oh god.
math was ok.
we did a histogram?
yeah.
me slow.
:D
after that we had lifeskills.
we watched the drama put together by our classmates.
then we sat in a big circle.
we did some dumb things la.
hahahah.
the fun one was the telephone thingy.
like passing one story to the other, on and on.
yeah..
hahaha the story was kinda complicated.
white car orange cat 3 kittens?
oh my..
it was kinda tough cos ain told me and i couldnt remember alr.
and i kept laughing.
lolz.
aft school i came home la.
lonely what? :D

yeh school was boring la today.
had to sit infront cos nobody was infront of me
boring.
first lesson was english..
-_-
after english was mt..
didnt do zuo ye.
cos i didnt bring my book.
hahaha.
even if i brought it i wont do.
akaa.
kept laughin and i checked wl's bag.
lols.
anws, after that we had eoa. and it was boring too.
was chatting with cl.
and alvin is a gay man!
how can he punch me..
wtf.
dodo head.
shouldnt hv done that even if he has mdm wong right. -_-
kaka.
after eoa we had this pupil profiling.
we were supp. to be with 4N2 but luckily for us, we're not.
whew..
had our profiling at the training room.
its damn boring and i dunt knw wtf she's sayin?
-_-
was disturbing wl and we kept laughing.
finally it was recess time.
time to relax!!
wah.
aft recess.
we assembled at the parade sq.
then i dno why wy all run.
den cl n ch too.
me n wl also.
got caught by prefect cos of shirt.
>.<
then ms arnita sat in for the profiling stuff.
duh..
everyone was quiet.
hahah.
after she left it was damn noisy.
kept disturbing wl too.
and we kept laughing.
after profiling at around 1 we went for our cpa lesson.
cont'd with our drawing..
boring la.
after cpa wl and i ran out of sch.
then cl and ch met us ltr.
we went to cs.
then we had lunch.
tah..
kept playing and cs and kept doing that pose.
lolz actually we wna ds wl.
mke her do the sly pose.
then came up with one damn stupid pose.
TAH!!!!
ok la overall, pleasant :D

yeee.
wasnt keen on going out today.
was supp. to go see wl at the edusave awards ceremony.
yeh.
but dels went out so i went with parents and dei.
we went to bedok reservoir to pick the promoter first.
then we went to imm..
dropped mom and the promo. off then we went to boon lay to eat.
at some hawker centre.
yeh.
er..
after that we went to bukit timah.
bought my hammie stuff.
yeh finally.
cos now im overcrowded with hamms.
er.
recently. my hammie gave me a nice christmas pressie.
haha 4 babies.
they're so cute!!
yeap. 3 white one black.
1 with faint black line on the back.
yeah!!
so cute..
and recently.
lik this week.
5 campbells.
yeah.
overcrowded.
so anws.
dels had a haircut.
hmm..
aft that we went to imm to fetch mom..
went to queenstown.
had some food there.
cos mom was hungry.
err.
aft that we went back to imm..
cos forgot to give the hp to stacey..
yeh then aft that we went home alr..

anws, today i went to see the baby-g watches.
indeed its really really nice.
and theres discount.
usual is 217, there its 198.
yeh.
dad wanted to buy on the spot bt i dno whether or not to buy?
cos its like..
whn its time to pay its like a waste of money.
but when i see it its damn nice.
yeah.
birthday's coming soon!
yeah just wished parents would give me a surprise?
cos its lik, isnt that the purpose of presents and birthdays?
yah. i dunt receive many presents so i depend on parent's gifts.
im not so fortunate ok.

oh er..
today?
had the edusave awards ceremony..
kinda tense.
yeah.
i went down myself la.
it was packed.
stupid kiasu parents.
they frkking irritating u knw.
they're like blocking the entrance.
and i dno where to queue to get my name tag?
yeh.
they keep blocking and i ended up queuing up the wrong queues for like 3 times.
cb kiasu..
finally got in.
bad luck sitting with one guy.
then i was slanted to one side..
and then another guy came.
and i sandwiched in between two guys.
wtf.
you know its tough.
yeh i got my award and my heart almost jumped out.
omg.
i felt awkward the whole ceremony.
and my sling kept landing on the guy's thigh.
lol, the guy sitting next to me.
i left before it ended cos it pissed me off.
after that i went home.
parents left aft i received.
umm.
i gt 500!
haha so cool..
anws.
we went to parkway.
then to marine parade.
after that came home alr.
yeah..
watched nemo.
so so so cute..
:D
so cute.
jus keep swimmin!
haha nemo and dory.. so cute.
yeah marlin too.
hehe.

yeh..
school?
kinda sucks la..
haiz..
i think it'll get worse.
yeh.
better be prepared la.
so anyways.
i've uploaded the pics..
yeh.
stupid darn internet..
-_-
ok try looking at the pics. (:

woo.
glad im finally online.
havent been online for dno how long.
since school started i think.
-___-
stupid com is down..
ok anyways.
school has been ok la.
but i dunt like school.
it sucks.
i hate school.
esp. biased people lors.
and esp. the sec 3s also.
so fckkin act.
ok i hate them.
did a presentaton on gc.
lolz is so damn malu..
malu malu..
kuku malu.
-__-
ok and to wl.
nice tag.